My life, My Romance.

X-Japan - Tears

doko ni yukeba ii
anata to hanarete
ima wa sugisatta
toki ni toikakete

naga sugita yoru ni
tabidachi o yume mita
ikoku no sora mitsumete
kodoku o dakishimeta

nagereru namida o
toki no kaze ni kasanete
owaranai anata no
toiki o kanjite

Dry Your Tears With Love
Dry Your Tears With Love

Loneliness, Your Silent Whisper
Fills A River Of Tears Through The Night
Memory, You Never Let Me Cry
And You, You Never Say Good-Bye
Sometimes Our Tears Blinded The Love
We Lost Our Dreams Along The Way
But I Never Thought You'd Trade Your Soul To The Fates
Never Thought You'd Leave Me Alone

Time Through The Rain Has Set Me Free
Sands Of Time Will Keep Your Memory
Love Everlasting Fades Away
Alive Within Your Beatless Heart

Dry Your Tears With Love
Dry Your Tears With Love

nagareru namida o
toki no kaze ni kasanete
owaranai kanashimi o
aoi bara ni kaete
Dry Your Tears With Love
Dry Your Tears With Love

nagareru namida o toki no kaze ni kasanete
owaranai anata no toiki o kanjite
Dry Your Tears With Love
Dry Your Tears With Love
Dry Your Tears With Love
Dry Your Tears With Love

^{Friday, October 29, 2004} ^{haiish... sianz!! todae 11am sebast call me den wake up... wash up at isaac hse den go church "zhuo bo"... sianz... stay at church till 1.45 go compass to accompany sebast to buy cross... dunoe y he wanna buy lehz... he just accept christ nia den he wanna buy cross... haiish... den walk ard n he buy cross from 77th street norhz... 3pm isaac n sebast cum my hse check friendster till 5pm+ den they go home... nth to do so slack ard doing nth till 8.30 den go gina hse to take portable radio... after take liaoz go compass walk walk abit den go home le... abt 10pm reach home... slack till 10.50 agnes call me so i call back to talk to her norhz... haiish... den conference with edwin n christina... we everyday lyk dat talk lyk dunoe wad lyk dat... lolx... so funny wan... alwayz hear christina talk non stop de :) hahas... kies... todae update till here liaoz... bye guys... take kare...}

^{Tuesday, October 26, 2004}

haiish... todae jialat lehz... morning 9+ den wake up den realised dat i nv give angela morning call... so in e end she nv go school... haiish... so sad... after awhile go back sleep till 2pm+ my mum wake mi up call me to eat lunch... i sleep till so shuan den my mum go wake me up... sianz 1/2... use com awhile very sianz go back sleep again... hahas... todae dunoe y so gud to sleep wan.. hees... 5+ bernard call me wake me up again... y todae when i wanna sleep so many ppl disturb me wan?? haiish... 8+ den agnes call me... again is when i wanna sleep den call wan... -.-... so call back n talk with ah john, edwin, christina n agnes in conference... haha 1st time conference gt so many ppl sia... den talk alot rubbish... hees... talk till 11+ all buey tahan all go sleep le... den talk with agnes n robin very sianz so chat with rachel in msn... dunoe y i can tell rachel everything wan lehx... talk to her abt 15mins she go orh orh le... now still talking with agnes n robin... think will talk to agnes till 1am+ bah... dun think she will let me off so easy.. lolx... kies... update my blog till here le... bye guys... take kare...

agnes... reali thx alot worhz... talk to u will forget all e trouble wan... hees... cheer mi up so much ^^ erm... now u keep coughing worhz... must take kare of ur health k...? bu yao mian qian zi ji... very worried bout ur health... so take kare kies?? bye...

^{Monday, October 25, 2004}

haiish... todae 9am wake up morning call robin den go back to sleep... 12pm den my stupid hp ki siaoz... wah lao... buey tahan lehx... dunnoe y cannot off e stupid alarm clock wan... den cannot do anything to my hp so must off den on again... haiish... den after dat 2pm go down hougang mall meet agnes n robin... i reach liao den agnes go ask me tell robin to meet her at her grandma hse downstairs... haiish... reach liaoz wait for agnes for 10mins+ den she cum down... after dat den take bus to rachel hse there to change bus... hahas... at e bus stop there agnes very funny... she go wear robin shoes den they 2 very funny norhz... lolx... after reach woodland alreadly 3.15pm le... den at there walk ard for 1hr+ i go take mrt go junction 8 to meet angela n sebast... just nice 5pm reach there den lucky sally cum late... arbo sure kana scold wan... after e meeting me n sebast go hougang plaza play pool... haha i win him 3 to 1 round worhz... den after dat go home liaoz... abt 10+ den angela call me so i call back norhz... talk alot rubbish den now still talking... hahas... dat sebast keep on singing those stupid songs... e sound reali very de "wad" lehz... haiish... kies... todae update till here le... take kare...

^{Sunday, October 24, 2004}

haiish... finally back from my stupid P6 chalat liaoz... sadness... over there so tiring n boring... over dere angela n me = completely stranger norhz... nv talk at all for 6 days... nt even 1 sentence... haiish... all becoz of me... oh man... i'm such an idiot... y should i help up for e chalat since sally dislike me?? i am onli harming all e ppl by helping up...becoz of me angela got council by sally!! becoz of me 2nd day of e chalat everybody except angela, sebast n 2 more kids get scolded by sally!! everything is becoz of me!! oh man... y am i such a failure?? i tried to be calm everytime sally trying to find things to quarrel with me!! but wad happened?? i can't take all those stupid excuse sally used to scold me so i quarrel with her... oh man... i hate it... i hate everything!! y can't sally trust me for 1 time?? she could ask sebast to help her on typing out in her laptop... but when sebast ask me to help instead becoz i can help sally to get an early sleep as i can type faster... sally just act as nth happened... she dun even wan my help when i truely wanna help her!! she dun even care dat i felt hurt after dat... she is just too much... becoz of her so many things happened to me... izzit god's will i dunnoe... but sally had broke my limit... she is e first 1 who completely break dat... nt even sebast... from now on i wun help up sally anymore liaoz... she just treat me as her enemy... no use helping her up isn't it?? all e scolding ppl get, is becoz of 1 reason... and dats "ME"... everybody is e chalat saw n noe wad she did to me... its too much... dat's it... I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE!!!

^{Sunday, October 17, 2004}

haiish sianz... todae morning go church den go to e sunday sch... at there sally give us e ONE CAMP consent form... after dat go do bay duty... dat sebast hor... at first say wanna help... but when he reach bay he go tell me he dun wanna help up... sianz... so left me, agnes n samuel doing bay duty... haiish... tired sia... now den i noe how agnes they all feel when doing bay duty on sunday liaoz... ard 3 den jerline call amy... she call amy to send agnes n samuel home... sadness... but agnes n samuel they 2 keep on "tu" time till 4+ den go home.. lolx... funny sia... after samuel go liaoz den agnes keep on walking ard... hahas... she very de cute sia!!! but den amy still dun let agnes stay lar... so i call robin to accompany agnes to compass point 1st... after they 2 go liaoz me n amy say alot things abt our church norhz... amy not bad worhz... a gd person to talk to... erm... 5pm den we close bay liaoz... den we take bus to compass point... after meet agnes they say wanna go hougang mall so i follow norhz... dunoe y sebast tis time round dun wan follow us... tink he hate agnes bah... at hougang mall agnes very di siaoz lehz... haiish... go pull me to 1 shop den keep on asking me to buy things for angela... lolx... she tell all e ppl say dat her sis (angela) is my stead... hahas... den i bo bianz must also say lor... suay sia... lolx... agnes keep on sabo me to buy things... haiish... $40 so fast gone... in e end gt buy clothes, necklace, ear ring n lotz for angela... but nbm lor... since i so bo xin so long nv buy for her things liao tink its time to buy smth for her liaoz... hmm... i todae update till here le... kies... take kare...

sheryl ar... now i reali feel lyk very very long time nv talk to u liaoz... hope u still ok bah... miss u worhz... ex lao po... wo hao xiang ni...

rachel worhz... sry ar... todae no time to talk to u... coz very busy with bay duty... hees.... next time i sure find time to play volleyball with u de... kies?? hahas... take kare also worhz... miss u too....

^{Saturday, October 16, 2004}

hahas.... todae morning wake up at abt 10 den go church liaoz... coz agnes call me to meet her in church at 11 marh... den when reach 372 bus stop very hungry so go compass point to buy KFC... lolx... when i take bus half way agnes call me... i tot she at church liao den in e end she waiting for 372... lolx... we 2 very funny lor... very cute wan... hees... den at church me n sebast sianz so we use ping pong ball to fight again... but todae very jialat leh... sebast, agnes n robin all against me... no place to run sia... den i keep on throwing agnes head.. lolx... funny sia ^^... den agnes 2.40 lyk dat go children ministry to help up norhz... den i go compass help her buy things... after i reach church i bring KFC up for agnes den (big) angela tot me n agnes stead.. -.-... haiish... after church close i sit with sebast they all awhile nia den i go up to 3th floor to find agnes norhz... after talk to her abit i go sleep liaoz... but den is nt reali sleep lar... just resting onli... rest rest abit den children ministry end liao... so agnes, (big) angela, robin n me go compass to eat... we talk for 2hr+ at mos burger sia!! super long.. lolx... when robin help (big) angela to buy food he buy wrong 1 for her sia!! hahas!!! den ard 9+ we all go home le... so sianz... haiish... dunoe lehz... dunoe should listen to (big) angela de advise anot... sianz... todae update till here liao... guys ur exam finish liao hor?? nt so stress le hor?? hees... take kare...

angela n agnes u 2 exam next monday den finish worhz... so gd luck... take kare...

^{Thursday, October 14, 2004}

haiish... todae so jialat... morning go church to help to pack up e things for e P6 chalet... den after dat we wait for angela to cum den we go sim song market to buy things... dat sally reali very wad lor... kaoz!! she dun trust me at all lehz... all e things call sebast n angela to buy... den give me those which is nt food wan... paper plate etc... sianz... but den nbm lor... even worst is when i cannot find paper plate etc in e market she call me go outside find... den in e end i take 30mins lyk dat to walk ard e market to find lehz... i go ard e market for at least 5 rounds bah... in e end cannnot find.. den sally say i nv put in effort to find... say wad i finding excuse coz i dun wanna go find... kaoz!! reali damn f****** angry norhz... she dun trust me den she ask me to help for wad?? she go do herself lar!! i gd enough liao lehz... everything help her... but in e end lehz?? everytime sure kana scold wan lor... knn... help her 1 time she sure find ways to scold me... no use helping her animore liao wad... if nt for angela n sebast sake todae at market i sure scold n shout at sally wan... SALLY IS JUST SUX!!! oh man... had enough of her liao... if sally dare to council me ar... i sure scold her liao norhz... i dun give her a damn!!! dat idiot!! i so damn long nv scold vulgar language liao... can say as QUIT liao lehz... but her attitude towards me is reali forcing me to scold vulgar lor... kaoz... dun care her so much liao... council me n THAT"S IT!!! kies... todae write till here liao lor... guys gud luck for ur exams bah... take kare...

^{Wednesday, October 13, 2004}

haiish... sianz man... y holiday so sianz wan!! i wan to work!!!!! haiish... todae morning go find sebast den go gavin de hse... at his hse stay awhile den we go isaac de hse to find him... saw cide n ziwen at isaac hse... abt 1.45 actually we wanna go punggol plaza de... but after dat sebast n isaac say dun wan so we just go tampinese mall to see movie norhz... sianz... they 2 spoil me n gavin de plan... at TM there must wait for 2hrs den can watch movie.. haiish.. super sianz over there... nth to do den go complete dat stupid time crisis 2 norhz... haiish... $1 for 15mins... dunoe worth it anot lehz... complete dat game till numb liao... play also not exciting de... enemy where cum out all i noe.. haiish.. so sianz... den over there dun hav time crisis 3.. arbo i can play for 30mins... after i play arcade i ownself go find atm machine to transfer money to angela de account norhz... coz all dun wan accompany me... by e time i reach TM again we wait awhile den go inside cinema to wait for movie to start le... white chicks is quite nice lar... some part very funny... hahas... after see white chicks we all go home liao... so sianz... wasted alot money todae... sadness... hope royston faster help me ask his frenz abt e job... if can i pia 1 mth try liao... if can tahan i tink will work till school reopen bah... 6 days for $300 worhz... reali worth it... although is work at midnight lar... but den gd liao lor... work 6 days i can sponser angela 1 year e ezlink concession stamp liao... worth it bah... kies... todae update till here liao... guys ur exams going finish liao =) so jia you worhz... gud luck n take kare ^^

rachel n sheryl ar... thank u worhz... xie xie ni men liang ge de guan xin... i ok de... u 2 just concentrate for exam k? gud luck... take kare...

^{Tuesday, October 12, 2004}

haiish... tis day finally arrived... finally can get out from e school without anymore worried ^^ but den e graduation day is reali very de boring... haiish... sit at e hall for 4 hours... i 11.30 den reach sch somemore lehz!! haiish... hear e ppl talk till can sleep... but den 1pm+ angela call me... wah... reali scared me lehz... den my hand keep on trembling... den i talk to angela using loudspeaker norhz... after e event liao me n gavin go out to eat instead of eating e buffet which is meant for us... e new VP is reali a very nice guy worhz... see us unbutton shirt outside sch still can joke with us somemore.. hahas... reach home just nice angela call me again... den talk alot.. she 1st time afternoon talk with me on fone worhz... den say alot nonsense oso... but den she still scare of me.. hahas... when i suddenly ask her "i wanna ask u 1 question ar"... she tot i saying abt e stead thing.. lolx... her reaction very funny de... hees... den at nite she call me sms all e ppl to get attendance for e BBQ for next fri... haiz... used abt 40+ sms bah... den onli 7 reply!! omg!! e rest die le ar...? haiish... sadness... guys... ur exams start le... u all reali gotta jia you worhz... gd luck... take kare...

sheryl... xie xie ni de guan xin ^^, dun worry i wun do stupid things de... hees... so jia you for ur exams kies? gud luck =) take kare

angela ar... u jia you also worhz... dun be too nervous during exams lyk today... u so clever alwayz can think of something to bully me, so exams for u sure piece of cake de hor?? lolx... kies... take kare... luv ya...

^{Sunday, October 10, 2004}

haiish... todae i dunoe i happy anot lehz... todae reali gt mixed feelings... morning wake up den agnes call me to meet her den go church together... after meet her liao we 2 wait for 372 at my sch e bus stop... wait for very long but e bus just wun cum norhz... after angela cum down from 80 den 372 cum... god's will?? haiish... todae didn't reali talk to her for more than 10 sentances... at church very de sianz... lucky gt agnes n robin to talk to me norhz... b4 angela go up to office she give me e birthday present... so happy when she give me... must thx robin, rachel n sheryl also... coz is they all share de... den stay at bay till 5.45 bah... when we going out of e bay me n robin block keith's car way out from e carpark!! lolx!! we use cone to block... hahas... super funny man!! after disturb keith liao we go compass point norhz... we send agnes n angela go off e time agnes give me b'day present also... very happy to receive their present norhz... now i reali lyk robin alot also... now feel dat he very gd norhz... funny n great guy... reali nv regret having him as my god bro ^^... at home talk to him on fone... den talk abt angela e thingy norhz... finally noe wad she feel abt me liaoz... she now very trobled by me n sebast e thing norhz... sadness... maybe if sebast nv jio angela last minute den i should be steading with angela le... sadness... hmmm... 11+ she oso gt call me to give her last minute revision for her CPA... lucky i gd in CPA arbo i tink i will harm her instead of helping her -.-... haiish... now dun reali wanna tink much liao... just let god decide wad he gonna do to me bah... kies... todae update till here... u guys take kare bah... gd luck for ur exams...

angela... if in e future u happened to see my blog den i hope dat u will see my message norhz...
: i dun kare who u lyk now or in e future.... but i hope dat we can still be lyk last time lyk dat... reali miss e time when we r so close and can joke ard... i reali dun lyk to see u been so disturbed by my words... even if u reject me i also will respect ur descision 1 norhz... i reali dun mean to make u distracted by me at tis time which u r taking ur end of year exams... i'm reali sry... and ur exams start liao... so gd luck n take kare... *-nv regret ever luving u so much n willing to give e best to u-*... luv u lotz...

robin... thanks alot worhz... u r just lyk a reali bro of mine which i lyk alot... although some time u super lame lar... but den reali thx for ur help... without u i tink i will reali commit sucide liao... thx alot... ur exam oso start liao.. so take kare ya?? gd luck in ur exams...

^{Saturday, October 09, 2004}

haiish... todae 7.45 wake up den go bath liao go compass point to top up angela de ez-link card... abt 8.20 lyk dat angela call me ask me help her buy sotong ball... after i buy i run to e 372 bus stop to wait for them norhz... reach church at 9 just nice for e meeting... haiish... e meeting reali very jialat lehz... sebast keep on saying abt eat wad eat wad den i ask him question lyk nv ask lyk dat =( he just keep on talking to angela lorhz... he dun hav e heart to organise e chalet de... onli me keep on writing on paper abt all those things... after e meeting i go open bay... but den e key is inside e bay!! so sebast push open e window, den i jump in and unlock e door... lolx... it happened reali very fast... within 5 sec all go inside e room liao... after i open bay sebast n robin go n find rachel to go sheryl hse to study... angela is very gud norhz... help me to open bay... she help me to put e water into e fridge... so happy dat she help me ^^... she stay abt 2pm den she go sheryl de hse also le... abt 3.30 all call me say they very hungry... lolx... so i bo bianz tell steven dat i g2g den i run to compass point to buy mac for them... e taxi uncle very cute man!! lolx.. i call him to take me to northvista sec he also dunoe where... hahas... after dat even worst worhz... no ppl cum down bring me go up... den i gt to find my way.. wah lao!! i lost my way leh!!... suay... we eat at sheryl hse den abt 5 angela n sebast go home... we go to e playground to play also... wah!! i very suay leh... play e swing till i dunoe i fly to where den hit e head... almost faint worhz... but den at least can stand up after awhile... my mouth full of blood when i fall also... when swallow e blood e taste reali very de...... haiish... now dun dare to play swing liao... so scary... 7+ rachel go home den angela jio me n robin to go hougang mall with them... over there i keep on wanting to jio angela but she keep on hiding... haiish... after i ask her for stead she keep on say dunoe... so now bo bianz must wait for her ans le norhz... hope she will reply me bah... even if she say no i also nbm de... just want to noe her ans nia... hmm... todae i update till here norhz... write too much stupid things liao... kies... guys gd luck for ur exams worhz... take kare...

^{Friday, October 08, 2004}

yay!! todae exam finally end liao =) think math can get A1 bah... the paper is quite easy lar... todae morning wake up den morning call angela again... but todae very strange... she go answer my call!! den we 2 talk talk abit den she go sch liao... cannot get back to sleep after dat... ard 8+ den go back to sleep... 12.30 wake up den go sch to take my final paper... haiish.. i so stupid man... nv see e time... i tot exam 2pm start, den in e end is 2.30pm den start... after exam miss goh go talk n talk n talk alot so we 4.20 den release... so sianz... keep on hearing her talking abt e same thing... sebast hor... very jialat leh... after e exam at e staircase there he go tear e question paper... wah kao!! wad he thinking man?? lyk no government lyk dat sia... hear him talk alot crap while waiting for e bus... talk lyk he so big lyk dat... when reach church saw claire, her friend n robin there... rachel ar... alwayz late de.. lolx... late queen worhz... i stay till their cell start lorhx... den also dunoe y i go join their cell... lolx... we play e ice breaker... very fun norhz... make me laugh lyk siao kia lyk dat... hahas... e forfeit is reali very funny!! ken kana punish must act lyk angel to let rebekah n derral guess... gt take e video down also but not very clear... hahas... after we worship liao we go write "notes" which says abt ppl e strength... ken ask us to write to 3 ppl nia but in e end we write to almost every1... lolx... after cell is even worst lor... when left me, ken, benjamin, agnes n angela we play inside e bay... throw e grape on eachother, e cake also... also got play with water lar... but onli little bit nia... den clean up e place for 5mins bah... we 5 stay till 11.05 den we go liao... along e way ken say alot abt his past.. hahas.. his past very de funny wan... b4 we board e bus me n angela exchange our ez-link card norhz... coz her card left $1 nia.. so tmr help her top-up b4 going to e meeting... haiish... tink tmr i will jio angela bah... reali hope dat she will accept me norhz... kies... todae update till here liao... guys gd luck for ur exams... take kare...

sebast ar... dun think ur exams finish u can anyhow do things u wan lar... need to obey e sch rules also wan leh... nvm lor... dun reali wanna care abt u much liao... u just take kare bah...

sheryl... dun think too much le worhz... u must learn to noe wad is e different between exams n stress worhz... u can score well for ur exams de... trust me... dun think too much will surely help u alot thr tis time de... so u take kare worhz... gd luck for ur exams...

^{Thursday, October 07, 2004}

haiish... todae morning 7am wake up den morning call angela again... den same old thing norhz... reach sch 5 mins b4 exam start... but den reali kana shocked worhz... onli see my class de DNT student... e hall so many chair and tables but so little ppl taking exam... very scary leh... erm... e paper very de hard worhz... dunoe can pass anot... so sad... all e things dat i memories nv cum out... after exam i go home straight away le... den sebast call me ask me wanna go out anot... we talk talk abit in msn den pei shan say she wanna go cp buy mp3... den sebast lyk forget me lyk dat... haiish... got friend den forget me liao... so disappointed in him... i use com till 4pm den i go cp to find robin to eat lunch (dinner)? at mac... we talk alot at there norhz... robin also teach me how to make heart shape using straw... but while we talking i very shocked lor... robin tell me dat angela tell him sebast few days ago got jio her... but she reject sebast le... i relieved to hear dat lor... but sebast is just too much... he nv care abt my feelings lor... do things without thinking of other ppl de... so self-centre... sadness... i try to act fine in front of robin lor... but den reali feel hurt after hearing dat... i go cell at abt 7 norhz... den reach church at 7.20... abit too early liao... den keep on trying to make heart using straw... haiish... need more practice... still dun get e hang of it.... at cell i cannot concentrate norhz... keep on thinking abt sebast e thing... onli when i fold heart dat time i will nt think of dat thing... after cell called agnes n angela to wish them gd luck for exams.... when speak to angela i abit shocked norhz... her voice lyk changed alot lyk dat... i think is soar throat bah... she doesn't sound very gd... so worried of her... ok... todae update till here liao... guys take kare for ur exams worhz... gd luck...

royston... reali thanks alot lehx... when i reali feel very hurt dat time u let me see bible e paragraph... den i feel better alot alot... reali great to hav a friend lyk u... thanks alot...

robin... thanks alot worhz... tell me so many important things abt angela den teach me to make heart also... wun regret ever having such a great god bro lyk u... ur exams start le... take kare ya?? gd luck...

sebast... now i reali reali hate u alot norhz... u reali take me for granted liao... u nv ever think abt my feeling den alwayz find angela... u think wad?? ok loh... i noe angela is not my stead lar... coz i nt yet jio her... but u noe dat i lyk her for half a year liao lehx... u should noe dat i'm very serious tis time norhz... y u keep on hurting me lyk thats none of ur business??? i reali feel lyk bashing u up if i see u u noe?? from now on i wun be so gd to u liao lor.. u better watch out... u go over my limit liao... thats too much...

rachel... sry worhz... reali cannot help it but to hate ur kor liao... he is too much... but i wun touch him 1 finger de... dun worry... unless he anyhow do anything to angela den i will bash him up... ur exams also start le... gd luck kies? take kare...

^{Wednesday, October 06, 2004}

todae ar... coz no test den stay at home norhz... morning einstein call me den wake me up... talk talk abit den hang up e fone liao... 11+ my uncle cum my hse dunno do wad... so i use my com to listen to radio norhz... online till 4pm+ den rachel finally online... talk to her alot lorh... den feel dat all my stress gone after talking to her worhz... we talk till nth to say den i start to call her "mu lao hu" liao... lolx... so funny man... den crap alot... dunoe y she go n call me prawns... hahas... talk to her so funny... ltr talk to her half way den she ask me to play game... still must bet wan... so bad... say wad if she win i treat her drink.. den if i win i treat her lunch... no choice must try to lose lor... but den e bejewaled is reali cannot help it... i reali very slow liao i still win her by 5000+ points... -.-... lolx... we talk till 7pm+ den gelvin online... now reali nth to talk abt to him liao... dunoe y leh... last time we 2 gd bro but now??? lyk stranger lyk dat... sadness... ok lar... todae update till here coz nth to say le... guys ur exams r cuming le!! must jia you worhz... take kare...

rachel n sheryl... tmr ur exam start liao... so must jia you worhz... very sure u 2 will get gd result for ur exams de... erm... btw if u 2 nth to do or stress ar... better dun do anything stupid hor!! very scare of both of u... so u 2 take kare worhz... gd luck...

^{Tuesday, October 05, 2004}

haiish... todae morning nearly cannot wake up in time to take my math exam... after morning call angela dunoe y suddenly fall asleep again... tink is too stress liao... den study till too tired... but den reali lucky norhz... math exam quite easy norhz... hope can get grade 1-3 bahz... so gt more chance to get into info com course coz too many ppl chosing dat course liao... haiish.. my eoa exam gone case liao... so hard... tink is becoz i nv study eoa bahz... sadness... tmr finally can rest liao... tmr no paper... but den also dunoe should study wad subject liaoz... no more subject for me to study... hmm... todae my gan mei sms me again... haiish... so sad... becoz of her i cry again... sadness... hope she ok le bahz... todae so sianz... dunoe wad happened to me liaoz... everynite time i seems to be waiting for agnes or angela de fone call... sort of miss their voice lyk dat... strange feeling... tink todae dun hav anything to update anymore le... guys ur exams cuming liaoz... jia you!! take kare...

gan mei... dun do anything stupid to urself le... u lyk tis wun do u any gd... u will onli make us worried abt u... if stress den u should find us to talk marh... no need do all those stupid things derhx... haiish... ur exams cuming liao... so take kare worhz... will keep on praying for u derhx... jia you and gd luck in ur exams...

rachel... erm... ur exams starting on thur liaoz... so study hard hard worhz... jia you... erm... btw... i hope dat agnes wun affect our close frenship larhx... coz now me n agnes quite clsoe... actually u just gt some misunderstanding nia... u tink too much le... try to befriend her again bah... quite sure dat u 2 can be gd frenz again... will keep on praying for u 2 oso de... so take kare worhz... gd luck for ur exams worhz... take kare...

^{Monday, October 04, 2004}

oh my goodness!!! y is tis world so strange?? N lvl exams paper is just lyk wad i do during primary school!!! oh man!! they must hav made a mistake isn't it?? its impossiable dat N lvl is so easy!! oh man... i gonna faint... we just study so hard for tis exam but in e end we r taking primary school standard paper?? no way man... it must be a dream... it must be!! reali no mood to update my blog todae... N lvl is such a great disappointment... i study so hard and yet i'm taking tis kind of standard... i just feel dat they r insulting us u noe... i noe NT student studies aren't dat great.. but tis is TOO MUCH!!! they r just insulting us for being stupid... oh man.. i gonna be mad soon... reali man... no joke... recently i'm so scared and stressed abt these exams but now?? dunoe wad to say... tis is reali killing me... hope dat there's some1 who can save me from tis mess... i'm reali going mad... -mixed feeling-... reali no mood to study anymore... that's it...

angela... i dunoe wad happened to u ytd... i'm reali sry if i had made u angry without realising it myself... todae i morning call u and i just gt e strange feeling dat something happened to u... its reali my fault isn't it?? well... reali sry... and erm... nowadays u r getting weaker... u gonna take kare of ur health... even tho i nt ur stead yet i still worried alot abt u... dunoe wad happened to me... haiish... take kare worhz... god bless... hope u will forgive me...

writen by some1 who was very lost after all tis mess... waiting for some1 out there who can save me through tis mess... sadness filled my heart....

^{Saturday, October 02, 2004}

hahas... todae is just so fun worhz... morning 10+ sheryl sms me say meet her at her hse e bus stop at 12pm, den 11-58 rachel call me say dat she still at home den she dunno dat we meeting her at 12... lolx... so funny... she made me n sheryl wait for her for 1hr worhz... whenever sheryl saw a bus n rachel isn't in e bus she will just shout de... lolx... 1pm+ we go into sheryl e condo e study room to study.. e place reali nice worhz... if is my hse den gd le... abt 1.30pm robin cum n study with us... we study abit nia den rachel keep on complaining dat she very hungry n cannot concentrate... so i bo bianz must go to rivervale plaza to buy lunch for them liaoz... when i nt ard rachel n robin had a pillow fight!! lolx!! sheryl used my hp to record down... hahas reali very funny!! e way they 2 fight is very cute lorhx... haiish.. too bad i miss e show... tink real life de is funnier... when we just started to eat ar... sebast suddenly call me say he reaching sheryl hse... wah lao... i can't even eat my lunch properly.. suay... bring them in still need to write their names in e login/logout book... reali in e bad mood when saw sebast cuming down from e bus norhz... he lyk to act pai kia when walking 1 leh... somemore he chose e time when i buy back our lunch den call... haiish... abit disappointed with rachel n robin worhz... they dun hav e heart to study todae... onli sheryl most hardworking de... sadness... when we study half way sebast go bring all of them to playground to play... oh man... reali very de sad lorhx... abt 6+ lyk dat we go play basketball... sheryl so poor thing... injured her finger when playing bb... den we stop playing liaoz... after dat we go sheryl hse slack abit den go home le... todae dunno wad happened to me lehx... just gt e feeling dat agnes will call me... den when i go to my room to take my hp, agnes call me... timing so gd... reali hard to believe dat lorhx... den help her tink of something till 1am+... well... todae is reali very de fun lorhx... i seldom feel so happy nowadays le... kies... todae update till here... -moodless-

rachel ar... dun play too much le... ur exams start le worhz... must study hard hard ar... take kare worhz...

sheryl... haiish... sry worhz... we play bb till so violent -.- made u injured ur finger... reali sry... haiish... hope ur finger ok le bah... ur exams cuming soon too... study hard hard oso arh... -take kare-...

^{Friday, October 01, 2004}

haiish... todae is so tiring =( ytd 5am den sleep... den morning 8am woke up den realised dat i didn't gave angela morning call... haiish... i'm such a failure... i go back to sleep at abt 8.30 bah... den 10+ einstein called me ask me tmr wanna go play pool anot... oh man... y they just dun get tired of playing pool everyday?? i go to open d'anchor bay at 1pm+ norhz... haiish.. so boring over there... gt to carry those drinks here and there... dun even hav time to study... when gt time to study sally cum den keep on saying tis and dat.. in e end i can't even study... sianz... angela is reali funni man... everytime b4 go to skmc sure will call me to ask me if i wanna buy things anot... hmm... when she cum bay she alwayz disturb me without fail de nehz... so suay... lucky agnes nt lyk dat... she cum at least i can relax abit coz she will help me de... i open d'anchor bay till 7pm+ norhz... alwayz will open till angela e cell start wan... how i wish i can join them but steven dun let me join... dat steven i tink he still lyk angela bah... arbo he will let me join de... he just dun wanna let us be closer norhz... sadness... ok larhx... todae i update till here... guys take kare worhz... gd luck for exams... -moodless-

steven: haiish... i nt sure how u tink of me norhz... but den i hope dat u dun keep on using e excuse of i'm in other cell to stop me seeing angela norhz... anyway ur exam cuming le... so just take kare ya?