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uNdEaD sOuL: AlEx
DeAtHdaY: 11 Oct 1988
aGe: 17
scHoOL: ITE MacPherson
sPeciEs: UnKnoWn
mUsiC: Green Day. Jay. Kelly Clarkson.
DisLikiNg: Backstabber. Home.
WZ YOU SLACKER!!
Didn't go for telematch in SKMC today, went to AMK Methodist Church instead. Along with sebast and einstein. Brought my bible but after i meet up with sebast, he told me that their's is Chinese service!! =_=
Thanks to einstein who woke me up at 10am today, i managed to be the 2nd person who stepped into the classroom. lolz. Again, as usual.. all of them included melissa thought i'm not gonna go to school =.= haha. Today in class is ok ok la, not so fun after all. Well, maybe is because somebody spoiled my mood, thats why i couldn't enjoy in school. =(
Wheee! Ytd px and min shien came to our church! haha, so bad of px, michelle can recongize him but he can't recongize her! haha =P Ytd don't know what happened to me, broke down again when i'm standing during sunday sch. Tears just keep flowing down and down. Dot. Thanks alot for jerline, who prayed for me =) Really happy when she suddenly stand beside me and prayed for me. Thanks.
Ha i'm having a good time at church today =) Woke up in the afternoon then went to church for captain ball. Actually don't really feel like getting up from my bed. Haha but no choice! captain ball!! Played like crazy today, think i started to get the hang of the whole game. Sprained my thumb again, its like.. i sprain my thumb everytime when i play captain ball. YES! its everytime! Kinda used to it so its all right i guess.
Couldn't believe that i blacked out ytd. Reached home at abt 10.30pm, bath and then when i'm going into my la la land. wz sms mii asking mii to look for ppl to go for ice skating. smsed lotsa ppl ytd. kinda busy. ya. couldn't stand the tiredness at 11.30pm and i just fall asleep straight away while waiting for reply. Just woke up, thanks to daniel! haha. later going ice-skating!! wheee!
Went for night cycling on sat. We ride to alot of place la, fun. But! my leg cramped!! my poor leg, both cramp at the same time =( went to chase after my group after my leg got better. Finally, we arrived at east coast park at 4.30am. kinda tired after cycle for 36km. oops... should be 38km for us, coz sebast lead us to the wrong route.. lol! went home and bath and went to isaac hse to get those goodie bag then. buy breakfest for michelle, rachel, gab and debo. Went to play captain ball after sunday sch, my leg cramped again! oh well, this time it get worst as no one is there to help me to scratch my leg. haha got la. but he dunno how. lol. he's just pulling my leg like wanna drag me away like that.. haha. Played pool again =) its fun. but somehow i'm not satisifed yet.. dunno y. perhaps is becoz we just play for 1hour plus bahz. its like, nv enjoy enough like that. but nvm, still fun tho. love u guys =)
GET YOUR ASS MOVING AND COME TO CHURCH ALL RIGHT??
DON'T BE NAUGHTY. =p
Went to AMK central for lunch and went to bugis with ChunAi and the gang. Don't know why, but feel damn bored lah. Haiz.. Then called wz and realised that she didn't went to church today. Ah well, called daniel but the operator says that the number is unavailable. So left with no choice, i went back home. Sad to say lah. This whole year, this is the only sunday which i reach home so early.. And is really damn early lah! Reached home and saw wz online, then! I realised that daniel changed his number. sadist lah!! grrr.. Guess i'll just stay at home till dinner time. I need to buy some packet noodles back, my house is like.. going to out of stock for 1month already lah!! Can die of hunger can.?
I feel like eating pizza. =)
Walk home with isaac after cell, we chatted for almost 2hours under his block. Haha =) I've finally manage to say out those things which i've kept inside my heart for a damn long time. Guess i still need more time to sort out my feelings. I got a feeling that i'll be fine soon =)
Bay outing later!! Wheeee!! I sure i'm gonna enjoy myself over there, i gonna throw all my problems into the sea tml!! God shall help me with that =)
God Bless Me!
x Japan - Endless Rain
I'm walking in the rain
yuku ate mo naku kizutsuita karada nurashi
karamitsuku koori no zawamiki
koroshi tsuzukete samayou itsu made mo
Until i can forget your love
nemuri wa mayaku tohou ni kureta
kokoro o shizuka ni tokasu
mai agaru ai o odorasete
furueru karada o kioku no bara ni tsutsumu
I keep my love for you to myself
Endless Rain, fall on my heart kokoro no kizu ni
Let me forget all of the hate, all of the sadness
Days of joy, days of sadness slowly pass me by
As i try to hold you, you are vanishing before me
You're just an illusion
When i'm awaken, my tears have dried in the sand of sleep
T'm a rose blooming in the desert
It's a dream, i'm in love with you
madoromi dakishimete
I awake from my dream
I can't find my way without
The dream is over
koe ni naranai kotoba o kurikaeshite mo
takasugiru hai iro no kabe wasugi satta hi no
omoi o yume ni utsusu
Until i can forget your love
Endless rain, let me stay ever more in your heart
Let my heart take in your tears, take in your memories
Don't feel like blogging today cause of something. Argh!! crap.. I needa sort out my feeling fast, real fast. I can't move on anymore.. for now.. something keep on bothering me. I'm such a pathetic fool =(
Guess i'm still tooo naive eh? To keep on been hiding behind the truth without me, myself knowing it. Guess my mind haven't matured yet. I need to grow, in both mind and spirtually.
Such a sadist world i'm living in =(
Went for PE after jeffrey's lesson. Wah lao! david arh. Dunno how to say him.. grrr.. make me chase him ard the sch like mad =.= piangz.. Played alot today lah. Damn tired. Lolz. As usual, went back home to sleep! hahaha! I'm a pig. Anyone has any comment about that? =)
Woke up and went to eat dinner with isaac. Surprised to hear that his parents actually open a mini mart!! Watched Son of the Mask at isaac's hse after dinner!! Haha the show is funny lah, damn funny. Went back home after that, didn't really got the chance to have a chat with his parents today =( well, nvm. I'm sure that i can find time to chat with his mum.. one day.
Well, the thing that surprised me the most is! sebastian and xining in a "ah hem ah hem", well. Sebast sure is good this kinda thingy, in the sense of that he always in a relationship with a girl who he didn't really know, or in other word, DUNNO eachother but still go into relationship. Hes damn good at that lah! wah lao! But still hope that this time round they can last long long bahz =) Lets hope god will help them. =)
Today bay duty is ok la, at least i didn't lose my temper. By god's grace =) haha. Went into the room inside and guess what i saw!? Wz is studying!! lolz, this is the first time i see her studying i guess. Then disturb mk they all. I love MK's phone =) his phone somehow has alot of "R21" video clips!! Lolz! Actually wanted to help them out in their hw, but to my surprise, i don't understand a thing. Come to think of it, when i saw wz's lit book, i asked mk a question, "Mk, Is this english??" AWWW man! Its too so called profound to me la!! Couldn't understand a single sentance. Damn, i need to improve in my studies already!! =( MK's english hw is even better, they asked mk to write a information sheet about the schedule and the programmes that the sch is gonna have for some guest from other country, and MUST be between 250-350 words. crap. real crap. Hope they can pass their coming prelims and exams, since they have been studying so hard for it. =)
Went back home after i'm done with my bay duty, played basketball for awhile in the community center though. My aiming so sux now. I gonna go play some sports or go to gym sooner or later, i feel like i'm getting weaker than last time. =(
So thats basically all for ytd la!! Today is just sleeping and playing games =) wheee!! i'm a PIGGY!!
Today cell is alright la. As usual, always will talk abt something related to R21. haha. Learned alot things today.. hehees.. oh yeah! i finally saw javier today! haha.. kinda shocked when i saw him today =) sort of miss him la.. hehees.. Tried to wear wz's blazer today, but couldn't fit in =x diaoz.. is like.. can wear la, but then i couldn't put my hands down -_-"
Basically thats all for today la.. just eating, slacking and chatting on phone. Realised that sometimes you could feel very high, but very very down the next moment. just like rollercoaster, when u though things will go on smoothly, it suddenly turns and whoosh! It turns out to be the other way round. such a funny world we're living in now =x
Went to bugis with daemian and nelson to buy clothes!! wahahaha, can't believe that daemian is willing to spend so much money on clothing. hmmm... well, i just spend $30 on 1 clothes =) thats all! haha. went back to bugis again today due to daemian the big-head -_-" muahaha!! he brought the clothes without trying and then! he went back home and realised that his head couldn't fit in!! wahaha!! so funny lah!! Eat at mos burger today, spend $9.95 just for eating. haha! I love to eat but couldn't seems to get fat. I wondering why. doh. I wanna get fat!! grrr..
There's cell tml! wheee!! haha tml be taking over sebast to do bay duty. hmm.. wondering if i can blast songs inside bay anot. haha! lolz, i'm crazy =) looking forward to tml! wz maybe will wear blazer to cell!! lolz!
Oh yeah, ChunAi become my gan mei mei le! haha so happy!! wheeee!!
Actually feel like running away from the last lesson cause our break is 2hr 30mins. And its just so bored in sch! grrr.. we went to the library and we heard a damn freaking funny announcement inside the library, "No kissing and Hugging is allowed in the library, please stop or else we will inform teacher to go up and check on you guys"!! lolz! damn funny la. laugh non-stop inside the library lorz, somemore the couple who are kissing is our classmate!! LOLZ!
But, surprisingly, i went for IT lesson. But was playing games and listening to mp3 all along. haha. kinda bored. dunno why, now i'm always sleepy. GOD, please help mi!!
Rush to church after i brought the mp3 from mr low. Very rush i can say. I actually skipped my breakfest and lunch today =( thats bad.. Went for the documentery thingy abt Noa's ark, quite interesting la. but kinda disappointed as they didn't found the WHOLE ark. Well, didn't regret going for that. Saw ChunAi from AMK after the whole thing end =) haha.
I'm soooo hungry, and tired. somebody help mii!!
Lost all 3 matches today. But we done our very best!! well done guys =) we makes a good team! haha. but sadly, wz, ben, agnes and me is sick. haha. couldn't really run alot today. Then wz and me sprained our ankle. Great. well, i don't even know how i sprain my leg also. Guess i'm too focus on the match and i didn't feel the pain. Thanks god for that =)
Oh ya, got to know pei xian from AMKMC too! haha he's sooooo friendly =) yup, he's a good leader!! Haha anyway! today i enjoy myself alot la!! lolz!
i'm tired. so sleepy now. And! I got a stomache -_-"
Who am i, that the lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am i, that the bright and morning star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who i am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what i've done
But because of who you are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when i'm calling
Lord, You catch me when i'm falling
And You've told me who i am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who am i, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love and watch me rise again
Who am i, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
Not because of who i am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what i've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when i'm calling
Lord, You catch me when i'm falling
And You've told me who i am
I am Yours
I am Yours
Whom shall i fear
Whom shall i fear
Cause i am Yours
I am Yours
Played arcade at suntec with wz and the gang. Fun =) didn't play arcade for months.. haha. then spend all my money today. lolz. i just couldn't seems to be able to control myself from spending money la! gonna need help on that matter =(
Played basketball with my cousins at the cc which is located just below my house! haha, think my shooting improved =) so happy. haha. looking forward for the captain ball competition next sat!!
Went to 308 to eat lunch/dinner at 6.30pm. sms you-know-who and realised that she just woke up, great. Then call her come for the praise and she came =) Today praise was okay la. not really that fun as last year, but its great. The last song we sing was like.. kinda techno la.. crappy.. lolz. didn't expect that christian songs also has techno rythem.
SMACKED WZ HEAD TODAY!! lolz. she got bluffed by me, got smacked in the end. lolz. damn funny. The praise ended at about 10pm like that. Took the bus which transport us to the church back to compass point there. Brought a pizza bar for dinner and went home after that. Gonna chiong project now =( i hate project!!!
Today is Youth Sunday!! wHeee!! we gonna play bowling and eat at Kenny Roger later =) haha so excited!! =)
We stay at my house till 5pm then both of the rapist went home, while i went off to compass point to find sebastian and einstein. Meet mk at 6.30pm then we went to mac to have our dinner. Haha was eating half-way then Sandar suddenly standing behind of me panting. Shocked, lolz. She told us that she was siting on the swing which was just outside keith's house. Then she say a rather short and old guy walking around and keep on staring at her. So she run to mac to look for us.. lolz. BUT! When we arrived at keith's house, Sandar suddenly say Anthony is the guy who was staring at her just now!! LOLZ! Damn funny, can say that thats the funniest joke of the week =) Hehees.
After cell, we wedgie mk, followed by me, then sebastian. Sebastian don't dare to wedgie einstein so is like.. disadvantage for me la. cause i'm the one grabbing einstein. lolz. Fun. Took some video using mk's handphone too =P whahahaha. Real funny, couldn't wedgie Andy either. As he knew what we are planning.. Haha. Crap alot on our way back. Can't believe i laugh until my tears come out today. So fun to be with them! Captain ball later at church!! WhEeEe!!
After sch go hougang mall to meet up with sebastian and einstein, then brought KFC to sebastian's house to eat!! haha brought a 2pcs special meal, med coke and a cheese fries over to sebastian's place. So nice when theres no ppl from the piggy family to take my food!! lolz! How i hope i can grow some fats =( i just doesn't seems to grow fats no matter how much i eat =(
Haha now chatting with anna, its so fun to chat with her!! hahaha. enjoy lotz. Tml nelson and dave gonna come over to my house to do project =) hope can complete it by tml, i hate projects!
Took neos today!! wahaha its nice =) we are just crapping here and there. Yun Jie is just so cute, as usual. Do those funny stuffs that make us laugh. Can't send Rachel off later as theres no one to accompany me to send her off =( Can't expect me to sleep at airport till morning alone isn't it..
I gonna miss you so much my dear.. Come back soon eh.? Take care of youself over there =)
rachel u'll be leaving on thursday =( i gonna miss u so much.. *sob sob*
Played catching over there. its fun! haha, wz and michelle is like. keep on chasing mii round and round the rink. then joe and yun jie just camofludge themselves.. lolz. wz fall. hz fall. joe and mii fall too. not sure michelle got fall not. Yun jie didn't fall at all!! he's good. lolz. spend $30+ today. and i'm wondering how come i spend so much without mii myself noticing it. its like.. flying away by itself. nahz, nvm abt it. enjoy alot today =)
well, my butt hurts =(