My life, My Romance.

X-Japan - Tears

doko ni yukeba ii
anata to hanarete
ima wa sugisatta
toki ni toikakete

naga sugita yoru ni
tabidachi o yume mita
ikoku no sora mitsumete
kodoku o dakishimeta

nagereru namida o
toki no kaze ni kasanete
owaranai anata no
toiki o kanjite

Dry Your Tears With Love
Dry Your Tears With Love

Loneliness, Your Silent Whisper
Fills A River Of Tears Through The Night
Memory, You Never Let Me Cry
And You, You Never Say Good-Bye
Sometimes Our Tears Blinded The Love
We Lost Our Dreams Along The Way
But I Never Thought You'd Trade Your Soul To The Fates
Never Thought You'd Leave Me Alone

Time Through The Rain Has Set Me Free
Sands Of Time Will Keep Your Memory
Love Everlasting Fades Away
Alive Within Your Beatless Heart

Dry Your Tears With Love
Dry Your Tears With Love

nagareru namida o
toki no kaze ni kasanete
owaranai kanashimi o
aoi bara ni kaete
Dry Your Tears With Love
Dry Your Tears With Love

nagareru namida o toki no kaze ni kasanete
owaranai anata no toiki o kanjite
Dry Your Tears With Love
Dry Your Tears With Love
Dry Your Tears With Love
Dry Your Tears With Love

^{Saturday, October 29, 2005} ^{Aloha chalet ytd! And it was fun, especially the candle soccer. And javier, out of a sudden, become a close friend of mine who i can share my things to. Thanks god for that. =) Everything was fun and nice lahz! Had captain ball today at the chalet. And it was fun but crap. Why? Because either we're short of "manpower" or other team was out numbered. And i fall down twice! Ouch. =/

Everything was fine until today. Everything actually starts to screw out. Bleahx. Lack of discapline, crappy stupid things, and simply people who can't listen to instructions. I admit though, i'm one of them. Crap! Crap! Crap! Crap! Crap! Whatever lahz. Feeling so stupid to think of all this things and i'm actually bitching over here. Bleahx.}

^{Tuesday, October 25, 2005}

Wheeee~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICHLLE GOH!!

Haha i sounds retarded, because i blog just to wish michelle happy birthday. =P

Didn't have to go school today. And i've slept for over 12hours, 10points for laziness!!! Hahaha. Dota, Msn, KFC, Games and yes! I've shared christ with Emily today!! Wheeee~ I'm so happy! Haha. The feeling is very nice, and somehow my bible knowledge has gotten better i guess.

Somebody had find me some "gay blogskin" and i'm thinking if i should change it not. Haha. Hesitiating, somehow the skin looks like sheryl's previous blogskin. Fetching my sis on thursday!! I'll be so happy to see her! Wheeee~ I miss her =)

Test tml, hope i won't fail too badly or something. Cause it wasn't about finding fault on the computer parts but its about Bios and defrag. Crap. I'm so dead this time i guess. =(

^{Saturday, October 22, 2005}

Ice-skate and arcade at jurong today!!! And its fun =) For goodness sake luckily my sixth sense didn't come true this time. Thanks god. OH! One of the machine in the arcade totally sucks to the core!! We've wasted $2 in just mere 1minute lahz! OMG. Stupid machine.

On our way back to Seng Kang is HORRIBLE. Imagine a bunch of youngsters standing beside us talking to eachother inside the MRT, then one of the girl keep on laughing and laughing like hell no people's business. She laugh DAMN LOUD lahz! Blahz, whatever. Kinda pissed.

Meeting Bernard, our long lost friend for service tml. Followed by leading ice-breaker(?) (not confirm yet), then concert of prayer, and finally meeting with jerline about bay stuffs. Yup, a busy morning i can say. Oh yah!! I've found my mp3! Haha i'm so happy!! Wheee~ =)

^{Thursday, October 20, 2005}

Guess what!! I've passed my IT theory test! 57marks!! Oh well, perhaps 57marks doesn't seems to be something which worth you guys out there happy for, but i'm happy! Why? Coz i'm one of the eight people in my class who have pass this test, and all the thing i've study didn't come out. GOD grace? Yup! Thanks god =) And it prove that I'M CLEVER!!! =p

Overnight steamboat cancelled. Followed by disappointment. Somehow my sixth sense always come true, i don't know why. Is it good or bad?? I truely don't know. Knowing too much things ususally won't do you any good either. I truely hope tml won't be another day of great disappointment. Amen.

^{Wednesday, October 19, 2005}

Fooling around, drink wine, unhappy mood. Sounds like who?? Yup, the old me. Got to go for baptism class ytd because i've asked sally to let me go. Not going to baptize this year though. I can't =(

Ate mac after baptism class, then midnight billard at hougang plaza. And finally, play dota and drink wine in my house. I love martell and Jugg owns ^_^. Wondering how come people can think of such a gay hero. GAY!

My eyes sight gonna spoil soon from all the playing of dota. Need a contact lens soon i think. Crap. Having test tml and the day after tml, overnight steam boat at my house after cell on friday and ice-skating on sat before FFW. I hope the people who we've called for ice-skate doesn't play a trick on us on sat. I would get so PISSED if that happens. =/

^{Saturday, October 15, 2005}

Wheeee~ A funny day today!! Guess what? I met wz at hougang mall at 6pm for dinner before going to ffw, and we're playing arcade, bla bla bla while ffw starts at 7pm!! Yay! I've won wz twice in dantona!! =p wz, A LITTLE BIT is also counted!! Haha. Had dinner at food court after that. And guess what!? By the time wz ate finish her ban mian, its 7pm just nice!! Then i realised that she didn't know ffw starts at 7pm. She thought it starts at 7.30pm!! Haha so we took a cab down. Thanks god, sally didn't scold us.

Surprise!! Saw Li Wen at church. Ahh well, she still looks the same. But i didn't have the chances to talk to her though. Sadist =/ Found out that she haven't found a apartment to move in yet. Well, god bless her. She can only move into my uncle house after nov =/

Keith was right. Laziness is a sin, so we shall not be lazy, not too hard working though. You might end up having too much stress and suicide. Who knows? And i've offically banned zhe wei from coming into my house for sometime. Why? Because he's too irriating and he keeps on wanting to use my com to play maple story. If he didn't get to play, he'll be SLEEPING on MY BED, and thus, i won't get to sleep for the whole night. IA project, i don't know what to do.

Fine, terrible things are happening now. Perhaps i'm the cause? Well. Most properly. I hope that the it won't come to the worst conclusion yeah. Well, for those who are curious, you won't want to know =/ I'll be a completely different and a worst person u have ever see in your life ever. Just exactly the same as what melissa said quite some time ago. Yup.

I'm sick of the same thing happening and happening again lahz!
Never ending problems. If life doesn't have problems, we're living in heaven!
Naive thinking. Will some people's mind ever get matured??
Misunderstanding. It always happened, but do they have the guts to handle it?
Fear of losing important things. Of cause we're afraid of losing things important to us. But do we really know what is important!? Nahz. I highly doubt so.
Friendship problems. Who doesn't have friendship problem!? CRAP!
Betraying. Do they know whats the defination of betraying?? And why people will so called betray them?
Backstabbing. What is backstabbing? Same as betraying?? yup, its almost the same.
Blahz Blahz Blahz.

Damn stupid lahz. Such a HELLISH world we're living, full of evil. Sorry to those who have to spend so much time to see me bitching over here. I just been frank.

^{Tuesday, October 11, 2005}

Wheee~ Happy birthday to me!! Oops. Haha i sounds like a retard. Nvm =)

Lots of thanks to those who've wished me, and special thanks to zhe wei because he's the only one who had gave me present so far =) Today kinda regret going to sch. Why? Because we're doing absolute nothing over there! OMG. Wasting time lahz. Didn't aspect my birthday to pass so fast, then basically just slack at home whole day. =x

Perhaps i'm the cause of everything, basically everything. Neutral?? Nahz. I can't, its too hard. Innocent?? I don't even know what have i done. Blahz. Whatever. I'm sick of myself. Cause i always spoil other peoples relationship without me myself knowing. Insensitive? YES!

Let the earth rejoice, singing in one voice!
All the people cry holy holy lord.
Every creatures sings, praises to the king!
All creation cry holy is the lord.

^{Saturday, October 08, 2005}

Played arcade at PS and ParkLane. I ALMOST COMPLETE TIME CRISIS 3 THIS TIME ROUND LAHZ!! Darn, stupid careless mistake =(Tried to smuggle wz they all in to play pool, but failed. So no pool for us today.

Watch corpse bride before going for cell, erm. Actually.. I wanna watch the show because of the dog lahz! Hahaha, the dog so cute!! The movie is ok lahz. Not so interesting as i've thought. Well, and the show is damn short!! Its only about.. 65 minutes!? And it cost us $9.50. I love ginger ale! Haha it taste so nice! =) And the noodle omelette at B2 is nice!

During cell Keith was saying things like if we can't finish the things that god wanted us to do, the next generations will take over our job. But! Imagine the next generations of perverts taking over us lahz!! OMG! GG man. Thats it. Oh! Sandar might not be my ACL anymore =( and we might join with other cell. Hopefully everything will turns out fine. God bless me, Amen.

^{Wednesday, October 05, 2005}

OMG!! Now then i realised that i've spend my studying time in play games!!! Awww crap. =x How i wish my sis is here to use the com so that i'll spend some time to study cisco.

I'm not going to go msn for a few days i guess, cause those stupid icons keep on saying "click me!! click me!!" and tempted me to click on them. And my study time will be gone before i knew it. TEMPTATIONS!!! =(

Oh!! I met a nice guy today at SK Hub!! We're playing badminton with sally then when i went to the vending machine to get a drink, i saw the guy trying to fix the machine because the machine is spoiled i think. So i stand there and see for 5minutes or so, then walk back and forth to check on the machine, then the guy said "u wanna get a drink ah" i goes "ya" then he just take a sprite ice for me and say "take, i give u free, don't tell anyone" Hahaha!! He's so nice lahz! =) I love that guy!! Haha. =p

Xining's birthday ytd, Gavin's birthday today and Mk's birthday tml. I'm broke!!!

^{Sunday, October 02, 2005}

Ok! church is fun, but somehow its rather annoying =(

Got so irriated at steven who keep on saying "yes, yes, yes! Customer always first" without thinking if we can do it anot. Crap, but thanks him anyway, since we're short of people. =) Oh! And one thing. Now i've finally understand that how polluted is the children's mind nowadays. OHMYGOD! A new generation of perverts!! Imagine a 11 YEARS OLD GIRL talk to us about sex!? Ok, she makes us laugh for so long lahz! And i couldn't study at all. Hahaha, but really super funny lahz! Disturb MK so fun! =p Haha.

Hmm, i'm left with a short 16days left to finish the cisco book before i return it to the library!! NIGHTMARE!!! Its mugging time. =( I love books, but i don't like cisco book because its full of craps. CRAP!!

^{Saturday, October 01, 2005}

Now then i fully realised that it really takes ALOT of discapline and motivation to study a book which is 1000pages thick. And to think that i need to finish it within 2-3 weeks, its a nightmare! Haha ok, now no more DOTA =) We've changed to basketball insead. I love sports!! And now then i realised that i can jump very high =) I can touch the ring soon!!!! Hahaha. =p

Brought back a packet of "ban zhi ji fan" after the game at block 322, which is damn filling! I gave some part of the chicken to my mum though, cause i can't finish it! Haha. MK's birthday coming soon, i wanna tapok him sooner or later =) MK! You watch out! =p

Oh. And Abigail, no doubt. You're a sadist! =p