My life, My Romance.

X-Japan - Tears

doko ni yukeba ii
anata to hanarete
ima wa sugisatta
toki ni toikakete

naga sugita yoru ni
tabidachi o yume mita
ikoku no sora mitsumete
kodoku o dakishimeta

nagereru namida o
toki no kaze ni kasanete
owaranai anata no
toiki o kanjite

Dry Your Tears With Love
Dry Your Tears With Love

Loneliness, Your Silent Whisper
Fills A River Of Tears Through The Night
Memory, You Never Let Me Cry
And You, You Never Say Good-Bye
Sometimes Our Tears Blinded The Love
We Lost Our Dreams Along The Way
But I Never Thought You'd Trade Your Soul To The Fates
Never Thought You'd Leave Me Alone

Time Through The Rain Has Set Me Free
Sands Of Time Will Keep Your Memory
Love Everlasting Fades Away
Alive Within Your Beatless Heart

Dry Your Tears With Love
Dry Your Tears With Love

nagareru namida o
toki no kaze ni kasanete
owaranai kanashimi o
aoi bara ni kaete
Dry Your Tears With Love
Dry Your Tears With Love

nagareru namida o toki no kaze ni kasanete
owaranai anata no toiki o kanjite
Dry Your Tears With Love
Dry Your Tears With Love
Dry Your Tears With Love
Dry Your Tears With Love

^{Thursday, June 30, 2005} ^{Oh great.. theres no youth day for us =(

wonder why ITE is so irriating. we can't even relax during youth day, we are youth isn't it? Its so unfair!! Nvm abt that. I now in class blogging. The lesson is so damn boring. Is like, teacher don't wanna teach then ask us study ourselves. Now keep on picking out ppl and ask them those hard hard questions. Really damn irriated by him. diaoz. later maybe going out with melissa and the gang. =)

Tml we gonna have Night Cycling!! haha so excited! hope we can really enjoy ourselves tml =)}

^{Wednesday, June 29, 2005}

Basically i slack the whole day again =)

Went to sch but actually i'm just chatting all the way over there. well, learning html is boring. After sch went to bedok, wanted to play pool but the auntie doesn't allow. sad. went back home to sleep after that. Anna finally bother to sms mii! well, thats good! but she choose the wrong timing!! grrr.. i was sleeping when she sms mii, so is like blur blur like that -_-!! Then followed by sheryl, sebastian then jexter. great! perhaps i shouldn't sleep during evening i guess.

Bringing a cartoon called Ebichu to sch tml to watch during IT lesson, hope my friend won't sabo mii =) haha, i'm sure it gonna make nelson laugh like hell. wheeee!

Oh great, brought a speaker with a price of $25 back home today. Then realised that theres isn't any sound card in my com. kinda disappointed. well, i slack the whole day doing nothing. i'm a slacker + a pig now =(

Gonna ask nelson about the price of the sound card tml, need to buy 1 soon. sad.

^{Monday, June 27, 2005}

Haha overslept today, but luckily i ONLY MISSED 1 lesson. haha. And that lesson is all about HTML script thingy, so its alright with me! weee! reached sch at about 2pm. lolz! During the CAH (class advisor hour) we didn't really do anything la. just talking and talking, went for a 30mins break after that. when we went to the locker, i kicked the soccer ball and hit Ian's BUTT and david's hand! wahaha! actually i was aiming david's butt but i missed. so hitted Ian instead. haha funny, at least i got hit david so its ok =P the next thing i know is that david is chasing me all over the sch.. lolz! went to IT lesson and i went off at 4.25pm. Went to koven to meet wz they all. but when i reached i saw sheryl, jev and sally!! i was stunned -_- diaoz. didn't expect that we're so "LUCKY" to see sally over there. haha.

Waited for 40mins before everybody gather. Took neoprint over there. argh! my leg is so tired now, cramped since ytd. kinda pain, but i used to it. we ate our dinner at KFC, done alot of funny things over there. fun =)

Simple plan -- Untitled

I open my eyes
I try to see but i'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight

And i can't stand the pain
And i can't make it go away
No i can't stand the pain

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As i'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So i try to hold onto a time
Where nothing mattered
And i can't explain what happened
And i can't erase the things that i've done
No i can't

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As i'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

I made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As i'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

^{Sunday, June 26, 2005}

Went to church today FOR sunday sch only as i overslept again. or should i say that i'm too lazy to get off my bed?? haha, nvm abt that. played captain ball and soccer today, seniors is good. really good. kinda got own by seniors again, nvm. its fun =) Injuried my shoulder today, dunno y. maybe is becoz i scratch too much -.- soccer is fun! haha we won the seniors by a score of 5:4!! weee! lolz! and 2 of the goals was scored by sebast himself, he cannot be a goalkeeper. lolz. i hate the grass at the field there. it sux! whenever i kick the ball, i slide for nothing.. grrr.. but still manage to score 2 goals tho. haha.

Went to cold storage to buy ice-cream after the game. kinda ex but nice =) weee!! haha saw kah wei at hougang mall today when i was with wz, hz and sheryl. quite long nv se him liaoz. still e same, haha. went home and change the monitor as the 1 we're using is spoiled. 1st time i got to do it! well, my sis nv have trust in me =( but luckily the com works!! haha. i'm tired.

Suppose to go for camp afterglow today, but didn't go because i'm sleeping all the way =( and our outing was cancelled =( sad. Went for ministry match today, ok. SO now we gonna DO 427 questions! kinda insane. We went to eat mac for supper today, done alot of funny/stupid things along the way. haha. I got addicated to insaniquarium now adays, haha! Its fun!! All right. I'm really insane. hahas. Hz added mii in msn today, kinda surprise tho. Now then realised that she is kinda talkative!! oops, she gonna kill mii if she see that!! Ahaha.. ok, ending my blog here. 427 questions. Great.

^{Thursday, June 23, 2005}

Sianz.. i wonder how come theres so many hypocrites ard mii.. so sick of them man. hope could settle all my problems once and for all.. i wanna stop it!! i wanna scream, but couldn't seems to do it. i'm too stress. disappointed.

^{Tuesday, June 21, 2005}

Late for sch for 5mins today. All thanks to the traffic jam -.-. Today's lesson ok la.. just the same as yesterday, disassemble the CPU and assemble it back again.. kinda boring, spend the 3hours inside class doing this thingy. But in fact we only spend 30mins doing the work. The rest of th time we are just slacking around talking to eachother. lolz! kinda stupid ya. And today s&w lesson i finally get to play badminton!! wahaha!! Its fun!! Went to queensway shopping center and brought a shirt for $34. Kinda ex, but i think it's worth it!! Haha.. so happy that nelson and dave accompany me =) thx, u guys are great!! Ok, gtg. Weee!

^{Monday, June 20, 2005}

Had a game of captain ball earlier on, quite fun la.. but kinda tired. The worst part of it is that einstein is the catcher and i'm the blocker! I can't block him at all!! He just keeps on jumping and jumping.. grrr.. A total ownage i can say. Got owned by those seniors, but its fun la. Really can feel the stress by playing with them =) Haha, u guys gonna buck up ya?? We gonna win the competition =) hehees. With mii the crazy blocker of course!! Haha. Too bad daniel couldn't join us for today's game. grrr.. Disappointed. Went to play pool with Ken they all again after having dinner at KFC!! Haha, its fun la.. But too bad i'm too tired to enjoy over there. My leg cramped =( saddist. Sch gonna reopen tml!! Wahaha, finally get to see my classmate, miss them so much during holiday!! Oh.. haha tml meeting Suzy to go sch together =) hehees. Happy.

Rachel!! hey.. are u all right?? i was so scared when i saw u injured urself.. u gonna take good care ya.. hope u recover soon worhz =) God Bless!

^{Saturday, June 18, 2005}

Another boring day, went to church rather early today. reached at about 7.40 and decided to climb into bay to buy something to eat, got caught by sally when i'm coming out :( and theres goes my food.. sad. My cell group is rather small la, with only 6member exclude sally. but managed to share alot during cell, and thats good. After cell we decided to walk home(?) well.. actually we don't know where we're going.. lolz. we're just walking and walking until wz and ben started to change their slipper, then everybody starts to follow.. haha, its funny, especially the part when Ming Kiat got "Reggie" by sebast!! wahaha!! its really very funny lor.. lolz. kiat oh kiat, so poor thing. hahas. went to compass point and saw ken, rachel they all sitting down there talking, so joined them till.. erm.. 11.40pm?? went to the busstop with sebast to take 89, argh!! that stupid bus made us waited for 20mins!! so long.. grrrr.. nvm about that, went to pasa malam at hougang mall to get something to eat after dat :) hehees, so happy! i'm getting more and more like a piggy now!! hahas, hopefully not as bad as david :P hehees.

^{Friday, June 17, 2005}

Well, so bored.. miss the camp :(
theres isn't anything to update nowadays, just that theres somethings wrong with my stupid com. it just take so long to start up and the moniter needs at least 5minutes to "warm up" before it can show anything. my com is getting from bad to worst, guess we had to get a new com sooner or later, and there goes all my anime, songs and pictures :( so sad. well, i've done something incredible recently, i didn't went out for 2days!! yah! its a miracle i can says, normally i would be so bored and running ard outside like crazy.. but i managed to control myself to stay at home. Isn't dat a great achievement?? hmm.. oh yah! theres cell group tml!! haha didn't get to go for cell for abt.. 2months?? kinda miss my cell, changed quite alot of ppl though. but well, keith is still my leader, n sandar too. hahas, miss the time watching them quarrel, they r so cute!! lolz. looking forward for tml!! hehees. gonna play billard wif peishan after cell too!! wheee!!

^{Monday, June 13, 2005}

Hey!! i'm back from the camp!! wahaha, the camp is so damn fun!! learned so much things through this camp.. hmm.. first day of camp is like morning went for the leader meeting at 11am, then we (the guys) went to 308 coffeeshop to eat. I didn't eat though -.-. Then later during the camp. ken, robin, samuel, pauline, michelle, ziqi and theodora (sidney joined us at sat while shaun joined us only during sunday) is in my group. We played alot games la, then captain ball we got 4!! hmm, well.. its really very good already, lolz. As my teammate all is shorter then me by about 1 head -.- so can get forth is really a very good job liaoz! You guys rOx man!! hehees. Done alot of stupid things during the camp la, especially our cheer!! lolz!! Its so funny, perfectly AH GUA type!! lolz!! And the second day is like.. we got a anger management talk la, then we need to act out a "skip".. so we used my real life example to act out la.. cause it will be easier as i know what happened, then when performing.. michelle act like she is drinking and she's drunk, and i got to carry her into the cab la.. and she is like.. very cute lor!! lolz!! her action and sounds is very cute la. So after the "skip" she got the title called 'jui jia sha jiao jiang"!! haha, its really really very funny!! And she keep on kana disturbed by other group member.. haha.. its fun! Oh ya!! The sneak attack is fun!! lolz. blowing those flour is fun man, got forth again. (well, our group always got forth) we played candle soccer too. its fun la, Wan Zhen is good man!! she's fast, but.. irriating!! grrr.. can you imagine that after i blown off her candle, she keep on following me until mine candle's light goes off -.- grrr.. so irriating!!! But its really very fun la. And to my surprise!! My group got 1st for the candle soccer!! wahaha!! Its so surprising ya, cause we didn't play cheat at all :) hehees.

Then after the camp ends, me, daniel, yun jie, rachel, deborah, michelle Li, joesphine, michelle and angela went to daniel's house to put our bag, haha.. As if his house was a bomb shelter like that :P Went to compass point to eat after putting our "luggage". hehees.. We go paradiz to play pool after eating. Actually its ok ok la, abit of fun. But after awhile.. Wan Zhen and Ken come and join us for the game, and thats the funny parts come!! lolz. We 2 really crap alot, real funny. I haven't laugh so happily for months liaoz, the feeling really is very good!! We played till 6pm bahz, then we go to PS to eat PizzaHut!! weee!! I didn't eat that for months(?) years(?) well.. i'm not sure myself either.. hehees... Took some neoprint and photos after that!! its fun la, now then i know that rachel is such a funny person, hmmm.. a real friendly and nice girl :)

Haha.. ok, write too much liaoz. Hope to get those pics from rachel and ken soon!! haha.. hope to have more of this camp coming out in the future la, enjoy it alot!!

^{Wednesday, June 08, 2005}

haiish sianz.. now at sebast hse zhuo bo.. todae damn bored lor.. 5pm wake up den use com.. went to play billard wif sebastian at 7pm lor.. lolz.. ok la.. quite fast liaoz le, but not as fast as mii n cheryl :P.. lolz.. so now mii end up in his hse lor.. sianz.. heard from sebast that he went to watch monster in law with agnes they all ytd.. liew.. agnes dua mii lor.. cb.. say what go out eat, den in e end she end up going out to watch movie.. nv ask mii go somemore.. damn it sia.. kaoz.. hate it!!!

^{Tuesday, June 07, 2005}

Wan Zhen!! faster come back la!! aiyo.. u go camp den left mii alone here.. so bad derhhz.. u better faster come back hor.. arbo no ppl to crap with mii le!! xiang ni le la!!

ok. Things seems to always go against my will, and i don't know why. I wonder why GOD create this world, a world which is full of evil and injustice. Its so sad ya know?? Getting to know that there's so many terrible things happening in this world.. How i hope everything would stop.. Even for JUST 1 days, its enough. I just hope to live a peaceful life which i don't need to worry about so much problem!! I just wanna enjoy my life!! Is this too much to ask for?? I'm so lost. I need to shout, i need to scream out LOUD!! So tired to this life.

^{Friday, June 03, 2005}

WAN ZHEN!!

U ARE A LAZY PIG!! WAHAHAHA!!

i'm tired, but can't sleep. And i don't know why.. so decided to blog. hmm.. ytd had our class outing.. but, not as fun as wad i thought.. not even half of our class turn up for it lor!! is like.. wad?? so little ppl?? and onli melissa, chiu rei n admanda is the onli gals who came!! Over there is oso like nothing to do.. onli at there talk talk then play soccer.. lolz.. done some stupid stunt over there.. den ltr all so early go home.. sianz.. after riyas they all go home is the worst!! both pit which is beside us suddenly have alot ppl!! they all is like.. wow!! reali damn lotz ppl lor.. that 1 is wad we call class outing.. but.. sad to say.. our class isn't cooperating enough.. in e end onli left mii, nelson, wai kiong, dave, zhuo rei, poh hao n his stead nia.. sad lor.. but zhuo rei n e gang leave at abt 10pm.. aiyo.. so left mii, dave n wai kiong over there lor.. den play wif fire!! lolz!! we r too bored. thats y. Had a cut on my finger too, don't how i got that though. hahas. ok.. gotta go.. i still need to work later.. lolz...

saw this at daniel's blog.. so decided to play wif it..

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality
- cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is
patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful...
that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was
emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship
where you always feel warmth and love.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality.
You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious.
You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment.
Love only works when both people are totally devoted.