My life, My Romance.

X-Japan - Tears

doko ni yukeba ii
anata to hanarete
ima wa sugisatta
toki ni toikakete

naga sugita yoru ni
tabidachi o yume mita
ikoku no sora mitsumete
kodoku o dakishimeta

nagereru namida o
toki no kaze ni kasanete
owaranai anata no
toiki o kanjite

Dry Your Tears With Love
Dry Your Tears With Love

Loneliness, Your Silent Whisper
Fills A River Of Tears Through The Night
Memory, You Never Let Me Cry
And You, You Never Say Good-Bye
Sometimes Our Tears Blinded The Love
We Lost Our Dreams Along The Way
But I Never Thought You'd Trade Your Soul To The Fates
Never Thought You'd Leave Me Alone

Time Through The Rain Has Set Me Free
Sands Of Time Will Keep Your Memory
Love Everlasting Fades Away
Alive Within Your Beatless Heart

Dry Your Tears With Love
Dry Your Tears With Love

nagareru namida o
toki no kaze ni kasanete
owaranai kanashimi o
aoi bara ni kaete
Dry Your Tears With Love
Dry Your Tears With Love

nagareru namida o toki no kaze ni kasanete
owaranai anata no toiki o kanjite
Dry Your Tears With Love
Dry Your Tears With Love
Dry Your Tears With Love
Dry Your Tears With Love

^{Wednesday, September 28, 2005} ^{I've just realised how lazy i've gotten recently, and i didn't blog as much now. My week wasn't that great, same old things repeating itself everyday. Ok, so i gonna write about sunday first. Supposed to go for service, but i didn't go cause i'm lazy to wake up this early. Sunday school is interesting, keith was talking about the red seas and hows it is related to our problems in life. Well, its a very important thing for us to think about. =)

http://www.av1611.org/hell.html

I've saw this website through wz's msn nick. Well, the whole website looks very long winded and such but it is the truth! So somehow i hope you guys out there who are visiting my blog will take some time to read it.

Oh. And monday in school is fun! Full of craps, tapok and stuffs =) Having Khair at e top of tapok kills =/ The pressure he add to us is like *ouch!* u know. Hahaha. At least i'm not at the bottom so it's ok =) Hha i know i'm evil =p

Borrowed Cisco book from Aljunied library yesterday with nelson, was reading in the bus until i found out that i've taken the wrong side! Then i was like huh?? WAH LAO!! I've take the wrong side!!! So in the end i drop off at bugis and change side =/ Arghhhhh!! Only managed to read 9pages of the stupid big and heavy book before i fell asleep =x Than Girija called me because my attendance is dropping again =( Well, i'm trying to improve my attendance now lahz can!? Give me sometime eh?

I HATE IA lesson,
Simply because i don't understand a single thing!
And Girija teach so fast and soo blur,
that i couldn't follow up =(
ARGH! I'm screwed.}

^{Friday, September 23, 2005}

I had to admit, DOTA is fun, but church and cell is more fun =)

Played DOTA with einstein today before i went to meet MK they all, ok lahz. First round me vs einstein, he got own lahz. lolz. Second round we play with other people, and its 4 vs 3. But we still got own despite the fact that we got 1 more people more than them -_-" So overall we got thrashed, very badly!

Took a cab down to compass point because i was LATE! I'm suppose to meet MK they all at 6.30pm lahz. But i finish my game at 6.40pm. LoLz. But after i reached, i only saw MK because the rest were late, so its ok =)

We brought KFC to cell to eat cause we are late, and in the end me and MK got stomache =/ Ahhh.. Nvm, zinger burger is nice =p Hahaha.

Children day party meeting tml, i'm looking forward to it =)

^{Wednesday, September 21, 2005}

I'm offically sick amd down with a sore throat, and everything in school starts to turn against me.

Tried to run away from to stress, and i've tried my best. REALLY my best to study and understand whats the whole thing the teacher is teaching about. But i failed.

Stress starts to pile up, studies problem. Cisco, etc etc. Its by God's grace that i'm still been able to stand firm with my believes and not been squashed by problems.

Faith decreasing, and i know that will leads me to nowhere =x I need more confirmation from God i guess. God bless me.

Oh! And since i might not blog tml, i'm 1minute earlier to wish sandar a HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!!! =) (Well, i just found out that its her birthday just now while i'm surfing around friendster) Haha.

^{Tuesday, September 20, 2005}

I went to school as usual, BORED!! And Wai Kiong almost got me into a BIG trouble. I'm not gonna say it out here =x

Didn't go for S&W today cause i got a real stomache and a injured leg =/ Went home sleep, then einstein called me saying sebast wanna play DOTA again. Fine.

Oh man.. DOTA... DOTA... DOTA... Wondering why sebast got so addicated to it lahz. I mean.. fun is fun lahz! But he is playing it EVERYDAY LAHZ!!! And he doesn't get bored. Weird.

Tml sebast wanna play DOTA again. Doubt i will go and play, UNLESS einstein got play i think. Or else it gonna be so boring, not challanging enough =/ Oh. And sis, i miss you =) Take good care over there!

^{Monday, September 19, 2005}

Overslept today. Woke up REAL LATE!! 10.30am then i woke up =/ Bath, get changed and rush down. Wait for cab for 15minutes or so. And guess what?? I told the taxi driver to drive to compass point, and he told me that he don't know the direction. Hahaha, then talked alot lahz. That taxi driver is funny =) Then before i get off the cab, the driver asked for my name and gave me his name card. Saying if i wanna find people talk can call him. Hahaha, he's so cute lahz!!

Sunday school end super early today. It ends 45minutes earlier lahz! Then open bay, slack for 45minutes before i actually open the bay for customer. The chocolate which hz brought back from China is damn NICE lahz!! And i'm surprised to see wz in church again. Realised that Mattew got the privated cd for DOTA, getting from him the cd next week or something like that. =)

Stayed at church with daniel, wz and debo till 8pm. Russell Peter's video is super duper funny. Might bring e laptop to school tml =) Played DOTA again, own einstein all the way =) Bone Fletcher rox!

^{Sunday, September 18, 2005}

Woke up early in the morning, went to bugis to accompany ChunAi and her friends to do flag day. To my surprise, cheryl (chunai's friend) somehow looks like ade! Hahaha actually i thought is ade in the first place lahz. Argh! Talking about ade makes me miss her =( didn't get to see all my one camp group members after the camp ends. I miss ALL OF THEM!!! EXCEPT auntie richard though, since i still see him recently =P Haha.

DOTA again, lost to sebast one round because i don't know how to use Zeus. OWN him the next round though. Bone Fletcher OWNS lahz! Hahaha. Went for a haircut, then went to sebast's house to wash my hair, then to church for FFW. FFW is nice, as usual. But i've noticed that less and less people are coming for FFW. BAD =(

Angela and Agnes hope you two recover soon.
Daniel, don't worry too much. God has his plan for you =)
MK. Try to come church more!!
Hui Zhen, i miss you =)
Yue Seng, don't try to play MIA can??
Sebastian and einstein, don't get TOO addicated to DOTA, its bad if you play too much.

^{Saturday, September 17, 2005}

Well Well Well, i'm back to blog again. Today is fun, but i got irriated by sally because her math simply failed. And i got a so called "scolding" from her thanks to her mistake =(

Sally: ok. Today we've sold a total of 64 packets of rice, and $2.50 each. So total is.. (using calculator) $160.
Me: No! Wait. You not yet minus 6 packets which is meant for me, samuel they all!
Sally: Ok, so its $145. But we're still short of money after i've collected all the money! Did you collect the money properly??
Me: Of cause lahz. And! One thing, those adult doesn't know if they should pay to pauline or us. So, a mistakes is understandable lahz!
Sally: But u know! I need to pass $160 to my mum!! And so i need to pay extra $15 and pass to my mum. (she's counting the money while she talking. And she's holding on to 10 - $10 notes, 4 - $5 notes and 15 - $2 notes!! So thats $150)
Me: Stare at her, say nothing, ignore her then walk off.

Well, i didn't type out what exactly happened. Just can say that i'm totally pissed off by somebody who failed her math. We also played Carom, then watch movie and go internet through my laptop. =) Ok lahz. Is really fun lahz. Went to meet daniel, debo and wz who is late. Then went to church together.

Today cell is great!! Because i don't know why lahz. But keith just nice talk about what happened in 2 samuel 6:1-19, and he had clear my doubts without knowing it himself. And so, no more disappointment towards God already. And i'm happy =)

Carry lantern walking around is fun. And wz accidently burned 2 lantern. LoLz. Went for DOTA after cell, total OWNAGE lahz! Hahaha, i own both of them for both rounds =) I got addicated already i guess. =P

^{Tuesday, September 13, 2005}

Go school, slack till 10.45am then go home. Sleep, then play billard and dota. I love this kind of life. Simple, no worries and enjoying.

I wonder if there's anybody who truely cares about me. Eh. I'm not saying GOD doesn't, just that i always somehow feels abit lonely wherever i goes. And there's no warm everywhere, my family don't looks like a family anymore, and my sis went to japan. Darn. Sometimes letting my mind wandering around is relaxing =) In other words, no stress, no nothing. Just living in a world of my own imagination. But too bad, imagine too many things will cause problems to your mind. =(

Oh man.. my mind is wandering around again. Paranoid guy, Crazy mind. =(

^{Saturday, September 10, 2005}

Sadly, i had cried again in church, but very badly this time. Cause i'm very very disappointed with god this time. (Refer to 2 Sam chapter 6 verse 1-19 in the bible). Argh.. Whatever. The songs we sang is touching, but i always cry while singing. Don't know why.

I went to toilet after Paster Lek finish his talk. I really didn't cry so BADLY ever since i'm in secondary school. Crap, i guess.. Too emotional eh? Well, thats me. I've decided something too. Which is having a change in my attitude in church, i don't wanna be a two-sided person. I wanna behave like how i am when i'm with my classmates. Fine.

Wan Zhen and Hui Zhen coming back today!! Haha welcome back lahz!! I miss you two!! Wheee~

^{Thursday, September 08, 2005}

Went out to bugis with David, Nelson, Emily and Regina!! Hahaha i had to admit, today is the best day for the week. Lots of fun! Hahaha. Emily is very friendly, so i didn't have any trouble talking to her. Hehees =P

Regina brought a bag at Zinc at bugis, then we went to Orchard for lunch. Long John Silver!! Wheee~ Didn't eat Long John Silver for a very long time, so i'm happy =) We took neoprints! Hahaha, very fun lahz. And here is one of the neoprint which i like the most! Haha =)

^{Wednesday, September 07, 2005}

Soccer today! Haha thanks god for the good weather today =) PRAYER WORKS!

Soccer was fun, and quite alot people turn out for the friendly match =) Just a few things which i don't really like happened during the match. Overall the match is great lahz! Nice team we've got here =) Haha.

Today is wanzhen's birthday! Haha so i shall sing a happy birthday song over here =)

Happy birthday to you~
Happy birthday to you~
Happy birthday to wanzhen~
Happy birthday to you~

^{Tuesday, September 06, 2005}

Haha i'm bored, so i shall blog! WHeee~ I love the jokes in school lahz! Especially when Ian DO SOMETHING VERY STUPID TO DAVID!! Hahaha i shall not say it out here. Cause i don't know how to describe it. LoLz. He thought he is a kung fu master who can use kung fu lahz! Thats all i can say. LoLz.

Ben and Yue Seng's jokes really works well with my classmates! Hahaha seeing their expression is funny lahz! LoLz. Oh. And i hate Jeffrey's class. He waste our 5hours doing nothing, and i was so irriated. GREATT!! I should have went home instead of waiting 3hours for his lesson to start, and another 2hours doing nothing in his class. Damn..

Went to play billard with einstein and sebast again. BORED!! Awww.. Ok, one round of billard, three rounds of pool. Think thats a waste of time. Well, saw warren over there!! Wheee~ Hah i miss u dude!!

Went back home and now trying to find out whats wrong with my laptop. My laptop can't sign into friendster, it has something related to cookies i guess. =(

2.4km run tml, kinda scare that i will fail the test. Darn.. i shouldn't pamper myself too much and not exercising i guess. LoLz. God bless me! =)

^{Sunday, September 04, 2005}

AWE WORSHIP today! And its nice. The feeling of worshipping God with alot of people and without any restriction of movement is nice!! I absolutely love this kinda event =)

Was so tired after the whole thing end. Wanted to sleep in bus but i don't know why i didn't. What am i've been thinking recently i wonder, i'm so moody nowadays. CRAP! I wanna be my old self again.

^{Saturday, September 03, 2005}

I've been lacking of sleep recently. And i think thats the reason of why my attitude is changing.

I'm so happy with my new laptop now! Its first hand!! wheee~ Haha. It cost alot though. And jowell keep on disturbing me. Awwww..

Went back to secondary school to see the performance. Wasn't that nice and fun like the last few years. Its boring, and hot! Didn't manage to talk to miss goh though. Was trying to find her after the whole celebration then found out that she's scolding one group of pupils, so i left. Sadist.

Went to compass with gelvin and the gang. Met up with einstein and the gang after that. Tried to play pool, but joanne, tricia and qi long couldn't get in as they are wearing ITE shirt. So we just play 2rounds and we went home.

I've downloaded some movies into my laptop!! WHEEE~ I'm so happy!! Haha. I love my laptop so much now =)

AWE worship tml. So excited!!