Monday, May 30, 2005
yoz!! i'm back to blog le.. lolz.. mii long time nv blog le worhz.. sianz sianz sianz.. todae is si gui derhhhz b'day.. den ytd outside ton with her oso... diaoz.. 2 days nv go home n sleep liaoz lehz.. miss my bed.. *sob sob* den todae morning go play basketball wif gavin they all.. lolz.. bored la.. den after dat at gavin hse all e way see cartoon -.- they 2 still DARE to FALL ASLEEP u know!! grrr.. nv die b4 sia.. den mii bo bianz.. go sleep oso.. lolz.. sleep till 4pm all wake up, see cartoon again!! hahas.. we r crazy.. see till eh.. 6pm bahz.. den mii jiu rush to work le.. sianz lor.. den todae got 1 ang mo come disturb mii norhz... damn him sia!! dat idiotic ang mo still scold mii... stupid lor.. den after dat mii at mac there slack whole dayz.. haiish.. reali damn tired n bored.. den do closing even worst.. haiish.. dun wanna say dat le.. wonder how is wan zhen now.. she sounds so damn sad in her blog nowadays... hope she's all rite la.. den now at hougang plaza wif my si gui, pei min n kuan.. haiish.. dunno wad time den can go back home to visit my dear bed.. think my bed missing mii le bahz :P hehees.. kkz.. mii update till here le.. buai buai.
Saturday, May 21, 2005
i'm so sick of myself, i hate been the nerdie mii who is always so "guai" ya noe.. i'm sick of everything!! perhaps i have to go back to the old mii.. the freaking mii who everybody hates.. life isn't the same for mii anymore, everybody, everything is changing.. i can't even feel any warm anymore, neither from my family, nor from my friends.. i feel so cold, so lonely n theres nobody out there who will ever notice mii.. i doubt dat they will care for mii even if they ever notice mii.. i'm just a freak.. my mind is bursting.. full of problems.. couldn't seems to beable to solve those stupid problems which keep coming out non-stop, i once prayed to god.. but did he hear mii?? i wonder.. Perhaps.. its god's will for mii to be back to e freaking damn old mii.. do i have a choice to prevent myself to be e old mii?? i'm so damn confused.
Sunday, May 15, 2005
eh.. mii tis few days nv blog coz mii ton wif my si gui they all.. lolz.. friday ton, ytd oso ton.. damn tiring sia.. come to think of it.. drink damn lotz of vodka on friday.. den xy n pm got drunk.. send them home.. and i got to work e next day!! argh.. torturing sia.. den ytd working dat time damn tired n got a headache.. haiish.. den ytd working dat time very bored lor.. stucked inside e storeroom for 2hours+.. haiish.. no fresh air sia.. so bored.. den wrk till 11.30pm liaoz so find my si gui... hahas.. she good worhz.. everyday oso come find mii derhhz.. so happie!! erm.. den mii, gabriel, ming ka, ah boy, choon leong, li yan, si gui, pei yin n ying ting at paradiz there slack norhz.. alot ppl hor?? lolz.. den sit outside there 1hr+ doing nth.. actually say wanna go watch midnight movie derhhz.. but in e end all went home except mii, gabriel, ming ka, ah boy n my si gui nia.. hahas.. den we walk to gabriel they all e work place there den gabriel give mii n my si gui a ride.. hahas.. xin ku ni le worhz.. went to coffeeshop to eat after dat.. by e time we reach oso 5.15am like dat le.. lolz.. den at there talk crap, joke ard till 7am den we go off.. haha.. we really laugh like mad la.. ming ka n gabriel they 2 so damn funny.. hahas.. den see ah boy play with his eyes.. lolz.. diguesting.. but nice.. den hear ming ka singing his own "tong hua remix version"!! haha damn funny la.. change e song to rap... creative.. hahas.. den 7am mii accompany my si gui take bus to ang mo kio interchange.. den mii jiu take 25 go home le.. lolz.. just reached home nt long ago nia.. later still need to go church worhz.. haha mii siao le.. like no need sleep like dat.. den todae is moi sun nu birthday!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUN NU!! wahaha.. kkz.. mii gtg liaoz.. update till here nia.. buai bye..
si gui!! mii miss u lotz worhz.. haha.. u tis few days keep on ton outside worhz.. must take care eh?? try to get more sleep worhz.. hehees.. take care.. muackz muackz..
Friday, May 13, 2005
yOz!! wahaha mii come to update liaoz.. haha didn't really bother to update my blog nowadays.. hehees.. den todae didn't go sch coz very tired and need some rest.. haiish.. den went to orchard to find my si gui n the gang.. lolz.. eat sushi buffet over there norhz.. quite nice la.. but den hor.. when mii say mii wanna eat wasabi dat time arh... si pei min go put so much.. wanna kill mii sia.. diaoz.. den eat damn lotz over there.. hahas.. den as usual, went to paradiz play pool again.. woo.. we siao already.. hahas.. play for abt 2 hr today bahz.. damn tired norhz.. oso quite sianz derhhz.. no mood to play norhz.. went to PS to play arcade after dat.. pei min arh.. dua us sia.. haiish.. go back so early derhhz.. sad.. we sit at outside 7-11 for abt.. 30mins?? aiya dunno la.. only know dat we slack damn long over there.. lolz.. actually wanna go bugis with my si gui they all derhhz, but jun long n einstein dun wanna go.. so mii nv accompany my si gui lor.. sianz.. went to 401 coffeeshop to eat supper at 11pm bahz.. den talk crap over there lor.. hahas.. kkz.. dunno wad else to say le.. update till here..
To my si gui.. er.. ltr u going sentosa le.. den mii cannot accompany u go.. must take care of urself ok?? dun make mii worry worhz.. miss u lotz..
Saturday, May 07, 2005
erm.. today mii didn't do anything la.. coz just woke up.. lolz.. ytd play too much le.. damn tired.. hahas, ytd morning go school den go PS meet sebast n einstein.. wait for angela n agnes over there oso norhz.. haiish.. den benjamin finally reply mii le.. saying dat he nt going out with us.. haiyo.. sad arh.. sms Wan Zhen e next minute norhz.. asking if she wanna come PS anot.. den she told mii she coming wif her 2 friend.. lolz.. den after angela n agnes come le we walk to parklane play pool norhz.. saw Suzy over there!! lolz den mii throw e rest aside n talk to her le norhz.. found out dat she's coming to my sch n same course as mii!! wahaha so happie!! after awhile mii go inside play pool wif jexter n leong.. den e uncle who teach jexter pool come n challenge mii worhz.. he damn pro worhz.. hahas.. make 1 mistake can lose derhz, fun though.. onli lose to him 2 ball.. hehees.. went to mac sitting down there again norhz.. talk to Suzy till 2.35pm n we go le..
Mii, angela, agnes n sebast go PS walk walk norhz.. coz einstein went to work le.. at there angela go buy a dog(?) or wadever.. saying dat dat will be her boster.. lolz.. shop till 3.45 we take mrt to woodland to fetch angela's cousin.. went to isaac hse after dat.. at his hse slack norhz.. den went to keith hse.. e cell group end at 11pm like dat bahz.. keith open red wine!! woohoo!! shiok.. drink le mii go isaac hse again.. actually wanna ton at his hse derhhz.. but den arh.. i reach isaac hse awhile nia hor.. cheryl called mii.. ask mii go buy beer for them den go kua's hse there n ton wif them.. haiish.. wasted $24.40 on wine.. 4 carlsberg n 2 vokka.. but kinda surprised dat i managed to buy those beer.. perhaps just like wad kua had said.. my face is matured enough?? took a taxi down norhz.. coz its already 1am when i brought e wine le.. hahas.. at kua's hse e coffeeshop there onli saw him, pei min n cheryl nia.. den mii, pei min n cheryl use straw drink beer.. lolz.. den took a cab down to plaza to meet cheryl's friend.. on e way we play till my beer drop!! aiyo.. den cutted moi poor hand.. full of blood.. sob sob.. den pei min n cheryl each paste 1 plaster on my injured finger norhz.. funny la.. hahas.. den ltr after awhile e 2 gals drunk.. haiish.. buey tahan.. den e 6 of us ton till 6.30 arh.. den accompany pei min wait for bus n mii n cheryl took cab home.. sleep all e way till 6pm today.. hahas.. so shiok.. hope can go out more wif them la.. coz they more open derhhz.. lolz..
Thursday, May 05, 2005
Hahas.. todae wad a reali great day for mii!! hehees.. so happie.. morning david give mii morning call den mii jiu go meet david n nelson at somerset mrt control station there le.. we went ard orchard just to look to wristband!! lolz!! going out wif them was fun, and i mean it.. hahas.. just keep on kidding ard n its fun la.. brought a wristband for $12.90.. expensive eh?? hahas.. but its nice.. we walk for abt 4hour?? went to isetan to look for rebekah oso.. oh man.. the first impression dat richard gave mii is dat he isn't a nice guy.. oh man.. hate dat type of guy..
at abt 5pm mii, nelson n david went different way le.. went to hougang mall to meet cheryl n pei min oso.. hahas.. actually at first kinda bored la.. but den once we started playing pool we r like going mad like dat!! its fun to be with them la.. coz they more open?? hehees.. but den hor.. dunno y.. whenever mii play wif sebast hor.. i wun have e mood to play anymore derhhz lehz.. den is like.. spoiling my mood like dat.. sad.. dunno y.. abt 9pm then we stop playing pool n mii, kua, cheryl n pei min go coffeeshop to eat n sebast go home.. hahas.. kua is damn funny man.. his fone is full of crap!! lolz!! i can't stand it man.. after eat le go play lans.. see them play cs.. coz bored so nv play with them norhz.. went to kua's hse to drink red wine ltr.. lolz.. imagine i just know kua for 5hours?? and i went to his hse to drink wine.. funny eh?? lolz.. den we had a war at his hse's living room.. damn funny la.. done alot stupid things over there.. and pei min's face is just so red!! nt as red as mine though.. hahas.. my face always get red after drinking wine etc.. but i wun get drunk.. dunno y.. is it a good thing or wad?? we left kua's hse at abt 11.45 bahz.. den they no bus to take home le so we take taxi norhz.. on e way we also crap alot.. lolz.. den walk cat walk etc.. damn funny!! cannot stand it la.. hope cheryl's birthday faster come, den can go out party all night liaoz!! woohoo!! think should be quite shiok derhhz bahz.. kkz.. mii end here liaoz.. gonna slp!! take care all..
Sunday, May 01, 2005
just like what Wan Zhen had said.. life really is a cycle.. it really is.. i believe that things always keep on repeating and repeating by itself. Its just that we didn't want to think of it, neither do we want those unhappy things to repeat again. But can we stop it?? we can't.. its part of a life process.. i'm wanted to see whats up with those people who always wear a mask while they are with me. I mean why can't they show me their true color?? They can tell me whats wrong with me! Theres no use hiding isn't it?? I gotta know it sooner or later.. its just a matter of time!! I feel so lost, lost in a world full of stranger in which i couldn't even find a place for me to rest peacefully without anything to worry about. When have i started to be so paranoid?? I wonder.. I need someone who is out there willing to listen to me, i really need a listening ear.. I'm sick of this world..
Didn't went to sch today due to OVERSLEPT again!! oh man.. perhaps i really need to take a break after so long of work.. i need a rest.. can't stand it already.. come to think of it, after i started work i started to neglect sheryl they all ya.. know that i can't continue this.. haiish.. i need to get a life man.. can't keep this kind of stupid life cycle going on and on.. i want to try out new things, hang out with friends and have fun.. not just working.. well.. gotta depends on our new manager who is taking over kelvin soon.. hope that manager is a good guy.. if he isn't, mii n leong will be quitting together.. hope it won't happen though.. argh!! well.. damn looking towards our Mac outing!! hope 25 May faster come!! hehees.. by the way.. i had changed my blogskin if u guys had already noticed it.. just feel the urge to change it.. so how was it?? nice?? hope u guys will like this skin too!
