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Firstly, starting from today morning, out of the sudden my handphone got mute or something and it can't make a single sound. So i can't hear the alarm (vibration of the handphone) and i didn't go sch to take XML test. Die die. Luckily is theory test. =/
Secondly, from now on! I just need to bring my handphone almost everywhere around my house because it can't make a sound when people call me or sms me! So irriating lahz. So i've no alarm for the timebeing,
Thirdly, i wanna go to nokia shop to fix it (Hopefully can, or else i needa buy a new phone despite the fact that i'm broke! I certainly unwilling to take out my saving to buy a new phone, heartpain lahz! ARGHHH!!). But not this few days, cause i need my handphone to contact people who didn't reply my sms. So sad =(
My eyes just doesn't wanna cooporate with me the whole morning during service ytd. Oh well, i was so awake during the whole service lahz. But my eyes is too tired to just stay open for more than 1min before closing up again! -_-"Ben keep on thinking that i've been sleeping through out the service. Hahaha.
I'm starting to feel abit awkard when i'm with them. Maybe just because i've changed. Or rather, i wanna keep a little bit of distance between all of us. I wondering why i feel so weird. LoLz. Maybe its just a negative feeling that will go off soon enough without me myself knowing it. I just wanna enjoy my life now.
YAY! Retro Night is a sucess! Really thanks God for everything. I finally realised that God had been guiding me through my mind since ytd. Staying late to get the disc, miss out something important to me because i didn't listen to God and bring laptop today despite the fact that MK asked me not to bring. Its all God's grace! AMEN! WHEEE~
Wheeee~ As you might had realised! I've FINALLY CHANGED my blogskin!! Yay! Isn't this a nice blogskin? I find it cool, simple, sweet and nice =) Hahaha. I'm such a genius to find this blogskin! Muahahaha.
Rehearsal today! Super fun lahz. Hahaha, crappy dance which Zhao Yong invented. LoLz. The whole event gonna be so much fun i guess. So many people are practicing so hard for it you see =D The walk-in part is a super crappy one!! Hahaha. But actually its quite fun lahz. Especially for the dancers. LoLz. I got quite angry during a certain point of time tho. I think a few people might know why. Haha ;)
Without the courage to confess and accept the answer awaiting me is a cruel fact.
Had our little soccer match in 3-1 again after we took down practically almost all of the Retro Night decorations. So fun lahz. As u might guessed it, we got caught red handed by sally again! Muahahaha. It was just pure fun seriously.
Yes, so next sat i'll be going for captain ball instead of going out. Was disappointed, but still got chances in the near future lahz. So i shall not be a despo. Wheeee~
I swear i'll burst if everybody play a trick on me for the bay spring cleaning which i'm surposed to be in charge. It gonna be such a damn freaking hellish big impact to me.
I'm kinda excited thinking of the outing on friday and sat. Hahaha. Hopefully everything will end up nice and fun. Wheeee~
And so, i'm in a new cell now. The name wasn't confirmed yet, daniel and william wasn't in the picture. Oh well =( This is my first time in such a big cell! 20ppl is alot okie! I guess its a new start for all of us including people from other cell. Cause we're too comfortable in our old cell and thus, POOF! We're mixing with other people from other cell! I find it nice anyway, since my ex cell member, gab is back with us again. =) We're gonna have a cell outing next friday at sheryl house! So excited! Hahaha. =)
I can't seems to be appreciating this friend of mine as much as last time. I wonder why.. I want that "intimate" relationship back. I wanna treasure every moment now. Since every hour, every minute is important. Who knows i might just wake up the next morning and see a message in my hp saying "good bye" then not beable to see her for don't know how long? OMG! That will be the worst nightmare ever.
Ok. Enough of nightmares and such, or else i'm bringing more trouble to myself. crap.
Alright, played pool at Bugis there with chelle and wan kai. Another extrovet. Hahaha. I really wanna excel in sports and stuffs. Erpz, back to square one now. Nvm. Surprisingly, this is properly the first time i've sms one person for 5hours none-stop. Got some rather interesting topic. Haha. She's most properly damn excited abt my treat to Hanabi now. Cause its my treat! And its a jap restaurant. Hahaha. I'm looking towards the food there. So nice lahz! Wheee~
Tml is going to be hell for me in school. 3hours break, i wonder what to do during that bloody damn long 3hours of break. I wanna watch movie!! Grrr..
Oh yes, just a random thing that came into my mind just now. My achievement in ITE so far is to get top in class for standing board jump! Muahahaha. 253cm! Dave wanna kill me because i won him by 1cm! Wheee~ But i lost to him 0.7sec for the shuttle run thingy. The teacher lahz! Say "GO" so soft, then i cannot hear. Who knows i might win dave in shuttle run too? Muahahaha. Okie! Just some random thoughts. =)
Angela is coming to my sch for some motivation talk later. Wheee~ Hopefully my classmates won't do/say anything funny infront of her. =X
To my classmates, don't ask me why i feel like crying, who is it and don't ever try to disturb me through this post. I'll get damn freaking pissed off and throw a fist to your face. For those who knows, please shut up. Thanks.
Oh ya! I got so fed up with the spagetti which we've cooked lah! So dry and so hard to serve!! Gahz. =( I've taken a picture with rebekah, and a picture with MK. Hahaha. I shall post some photos up. =)
Daniel Koping my fries when i was in the kitchen!!
Me and rebekah!
Zhao Yong the nerdie and rebekah.
Me and Mk, we're not GAYS OK!?
The 2 stunner. Zhi Liang and sebastian.
And YES! The 5 pretty retro-dressed babes. =)
Aren't all these photos nice? Of cause! Its taken by me!! Muahahahaha!
Had our rehearsal just now. Its funny, especially our walk-in part. Hahaha, i definately enjoy it alot. I bet Zhao Yong feels the same too. LoLz. Anthony took over my job which is putting those decorations up onto the ceilings now. I still can remember the time when i teaming up with gab to put those deco for christmas at 2004. Haha. So fun!! Keith defintely having a very hard time just by putting up the disco ball, take it down and put it up again. Thanks to Sally of cause. Haha. I'm happy with today's rehearsal. Very fun and nice. =)
Going to keith hse later. Muahahaha, hopefully nobody will get food poisoning after eating our spagetti! Wheee~
Chelle, haha don't feel stress lahz! Just do your best can alr. I'm very sure that God will make the whole event go on smoothly de. Don't worry, everything will be fine! Cheers =)
Anyway, my stomach still feeling cramp after doing the sit-ups during NAPFA ytd. I can't do anything much abt my current condition now. Even running is a NO! So sad =( Test tml, i haven't study anything yet! Die lahz. Even tho nelson summerised quite alot for me, i still understand a small part of the whole module only. Cause he said that theres alot of things to study in module 2! Argh! God bless me with that.
I just want to be frank to eachother. No offence. I'm not asking you to tell me everything, i respect your decision, of course. But, i want you to be frank as in what you like/don't like about me. Everything about me, just shoot. I'll listen and try to change, if possible, think of a way to solve it. Sorry for what i said just now. Hope you doesn't get angry.
Anyway, went to Hanabi to eat today. My cousins working there ya. Haha. The food over there is damn nice lahz! Lots and lots of nice food! Its my first time trying out Sake too! Wahaha. A very rare experience. If possible, i wanna go eat again soon! Hahaha.
Anyway, i was quite disappointed today. Cause 99% of my chances of going on a date with "her" is a NO! Which means i'm left with that pathetic 1% of chance. So sad isn't it? Oh well, god's plan. Yeah Yeah. This year vday i think i'll be spending it alone. So sad! Stupid dave. Throw me away after he got regina -_-" So Zhong Se Qing You One! Bleahx..
Anyway, now then i realised that michelle is so cunning lahz! She tricked me while playing MSN game! Grrr.. I actually lose to her after playing for 10+ rounds. Double sadness. LoLz. Now i'm so bored! Michelle went to sleep alr! Gahz. Fine, i shall find things to entertain myself now. Wheeee~ NAPFA test coming in 5hours 40minutes! OMG! So afraid now. Wish me luck guys!!
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Played indoor soccer inside 3-1 after FFW ended today. So fun lahz! A very unique experience. Wheee~ How i wish that we could do that every week after FFW end. =) Guess what!? I just received a good news! My church gonna play captain ball with Ang Mo Kio Methodist Church at 4March. And followed by combine Praise and Worship! Wheee~ So excited. =)
To a certain somebody, you know who you are. Get a life man. Your attitude totally pissed me off just now. Just by waiting a few days will die? Come on man! Whatmore, your dad pay the rest for you doesn't mean you can just hack care can? He work so hard just to earn money, and you spend it just like that? Do as you wish? Can you spare your dad a thought? Let him save extra few hundred bucks just by waiting for the IT fair to come will die? Come on lahz! IT Fair is just 1months away. Get a life man. I have no comment.
Today's cell is certainly unexpected. It was a combined cell for us Alpha and DNA. Keith was explaining what it takes for us to go into a "BAG" cell. Despite the fact that we're supposed to be in it the last year, which is the year of 2005. It was dismissed due to the immature and lack of responsibility of our cell. So sad isn't it? Well, i'm sure that somehow we've grown both physically and spiritually through out the year. =) Had some "serious" sharing during cell. I totally enjoy the atmosphere over there. Basically because that the serious-ness can indeed make us grow much more and faster than we expect. Yep. 1 more thing. I'm super tired now! Hahahaha. Luckily tml no sch! Wheeee~
Seven qualities I want in a potential boyfriend/girlfriend
1. Erm.
2. Are u serious?
3. Can i choose not to answer this?
4. Haha.
5. I have a choice isn't it?
6. Hehe.
7. Ta da! Ask me personally and i might tell u! ;P
Seven things that scare me:
1. Doesn't grow any fats after going into NS! (Oh my)
2. Can't play sports anymore due to injury.
3. Lose all my friends.
4. Get 4 pointer despite the fact that i didn't study for the exams.
5. No more wine in this world =/
6. Going to hell after i die.
7. All my predictions comes true.
Seven random songs at the moment:
1. King for a day - Green Day
2. Wake Me Up When September Ends - Green Day
3. 40 Kind of Sadness - Ryan Cabrera
4. Cry Holy - SonicFlood
5. Last Christmas - Jimmy Eat World
6. Kurenai - X Japan
7. Feng - Jay Chou
Seven things I like the most:
1. PIZZA! (Yum Yum)
2. My Laptop.
3. Sports!
4. Billard/Pool.
5. Wine (The more % the better ;) Hehe.)
6. Slacking outside during midnight and not going home.
7. Have a heart to heart talk with someone who i trust.
Seven random facts about me:
1. I'm a game freak.
2. I love sports.
3. Can be rather crazy at times.
4. Trust people easily.
5. I eat damn lot but never grow any fat. (OMG!)
6. Love Sleeping! ;)
7. Tend to disturb certain people alot. Haha.
Seven things I plan to do before I die:
1. Bring more people to God.
2. Bungee Jumping.
3. Travel around the world.
4. Be a billard player.
5. Fufill the promises which i've made to He Ma 4Months back.
6. Try out all kind of things which i've never try before.
7. Play a part in creating a popular online game.
Seven things I say the most:
1. What the hell!
2. Are u serious?
3. Like i care.
4. Erm. See how bahz.
5. Relax lahz.
6. Wah lao!
7. Bleahx.
Seven celebrity crushes:
1. Doesn't have any. Hahaha.
Seven people I want to do this too
1. Abby
2. Wz
3. Nelson
4. Dave
5. Yun Jie
6. Chelle
7. Andy
Anyway, i didn't scored that well for the online test which i've done it at home this morning. 38/50 while i expect at least a 46marks. Shit lahz. I didn't make my ATM also. 2 months alr! How forgetful can i get? Oh well =/ I just saw daniel's blog and a quiz. Guess i'll do it after i came home later bah. =(
Today's FFW is a funny one. Watching them debate is kinda fun, and makes alot of sense too! I think God really speaks to me thousands of times already. And i'm much more confident that its God speaking to me after telling keith about all the things that came into my mind during prayer etc. I certainly hope that stepping out of the comfort zone will not take my friends away from me. In the sense that they are my comfort and reliable peoples to count on in times of trouble. Of course, especially her, that person who i can't bear to let go of. Without her, i doubt my life won't be full of laughter already. Whatmore, i can't bear to let go of the friendship which we've restored after taking a few months time to clear up the "mass" which i've made almost 2years ago. I think i've really grown alot compared to 2years ago. Thanks God for everything. Every miracle which he've done for me. Who knows what might happened if i didn't know God at the first place.. Haha. Wheeee~
Today is a gambling day for me, einstein and sebast i guess. Haha, afternoon went to einstein's house to play Blackjack and Big2. Followed by cell, dinner and finally Mahjong. The Hokkien Mee outside Skss is the best lah! Super delicious. Yum Yum. Haha, then that stupid sebast order beer again. Temptation! Luckily MK and daniel were there to stop me. Hahaha, thanks god for them =D I always forgot my committment whenever i see beer or wine. Hahaha =p
One thing i realised, more than half of the youth are involved in the Retro Night programme. This programme is the one which require the most manpower so far i guess. I've never seen so many people involved in one programme before lahz! Argh. Nevermind, i wanna sleep now, rehersal tml! I need some rest =)
Today is a really crappy day, a day of slacking in sch. Went home, played maple (haha well, maple became my source of wasting time.) Oh Yeah, on my way home i think i saw Suzy, which i doubt that she still remembers me. Oh well =/
I'm staving now. Hahaha, those pineapple tarts doesn't really help much. It only helped in giving me a stomachache instead. Bleahx..
Chelle!! Haha i no comment to make alr! Firstly, after accompanying you in msn for so long, i get more energentic. And i told you abt "her" also. I trust in you ah! Hahaha maybe one day i should go your house and fix your super-slow-at-loading-games computer. =) Make me wait so long!
Gahz! hahaha, nonetheless, i had fun. Thanks =)
While waiting for almost 2years,
I've tried to find your subsitution for a few number of times.
Sadly, i can't. The feeling for you is still there,
Never fade, not even a little.
In fact, it grows whenever i'm with you.
I wondering if you're thinking the same.
Wondering if everything that you've been doing is hinting me not.
I'm just afraid.. Afraid that everything will return to 1year ago,
The way you treat me, the loneliness..
I'm totally confused now.
30th Jan, monday:
Was sleeping till 3.30pm then woke up. Then PS called me asking me to go CS's house to Bai Nian. Haha. Then meet wee leong and sebastian and go. I love the CS's dogs lahz!! So cute! How i wish my house can keep pets too. Awww.. So jealous. Played Blackjack, same as last year, i lost $16. Hahaha, but still its fun lahz. Went to PS at 10pm to eat KFC and meet Wei long, Zhao yong and Ben chan to play lan. Wheee~ This is the first time i play lan for so long lahz! We played from 11.30pm to 5.30am. Hahaha. So fun =)
31th Jan, tuesday:
Went Anthony's house to Bai Nian! His house is nice! Anyway, i love the food and pizza which auntie anna cooked. SO NICE lahz! Michelle went to her auntie house not long after we ate.. So sad =( Then we went K Box to sing. Haha sorry guys, i know my voice sounds damn bad and always out of tune. I really appreciate that you guys still let me and angela sing so much songs which is "He Chang" one and bear with my voice. Thanks alot. Played billard with daniel, anthony and sebastian at hougang plaza and everybody went home. Yeah. =)
