^{Tuesday, November 09, 2004}

wahaha.. finally my stupid com is fixed n i can update my blog le... hahas so happy... tis few days isn't reali a very happy day for mi worhz... but den gud thing got sebast n robin to go out with mi if not i think i die le... hahas... reali got to thanks them for dat ya?? hmm... tis few days i'm reali very confused siia... haiish... after i found lynda in friendster again my heart lyk go back to her lyk dat... dunoe y siia... maybe becoz she is e gurl which i lyk when my mind is e "innocent" type?? well.. i dunoe abt dat... think is becoz she is e gurl i lyk during primary school time bah... so she is still inside my heart after so many years... well... alot happened tis fews days ya?? now mi n angela aren't close at all n we seldom talk... its kinda lyk stranger lyk dat... hmm... well... i'm kinda sad todae worhz... robin tell mi dat angela dun wan mi to go escape with them together... but wad made mi sad is sebast who r not honest with mi at all... haiish... ok... pass is pass le... no use thinking abt it... oh man... i'm reali scare u noe?? i'm afraid dat i might lose agnes, angela, robin, sebast they all as a friend in e future... i'm such a useless guy who can't do anything well except running away from e truth... they r such a gud friends to be with... but y is tis feeling of mi telling mi dat i will lose them in e near future?? oh lord... pls... if all my friends r gone i can't survive... i dun think i will hav e courage to live anymore if i lose them... i onli trust on them u noe?? i dun even dare to think dat they might break my trust or betray mi... oh well... maybe dats all ya?? ok n happy holiday guys!! for those O lvl ppl must jia you worhz!! gud luck n take kare!!