^{Tuesday, January 18, 2005}

hahas!! sheryl become moi sun nu le!! yipee!! diaox... mii abit retarded hor?? kkz nvm... didn't reali update moi blog very often nowadays ya.. kinda lazy recently.. oh well... hmm... time sure go fast man... so fast i had spend 2 days in sch liaoz... and didn't see david this few days... wonder where is he... ah well... hope he will come back to sch soon... and as for now didn't reali have things to do at home except talking to sheryl on fone and chatting in msn... kinda good ya.. at least got some1 to chat with mii... if not i think i will bored to death at home sooner or later... all rite... agnes called mii ytd to chat... quite happie to receive her call ya... reali kinda miss her... i didn't chat with her on fone for let say... 2 weeks?? well i dunno... now not as close with her as last time... i reali miss the time when i used to sing n talk to her on fone everyday... den can share our xin shi... but now i dunno y we getting further n further from eachother day by day... i reali dun wish tis to happen... its like wad happened to mii n angela too... i dun wish history to repeat itself!! no way man!! i not gonna let it happen!! but wad can i do?? call agnes up n tell her abt tis?? nahz... its kinda strange isn't it... argh... i reali dunno wad to do now... i dun wish to hab tis kind of relationship with agnes... reali... is there anything i can do to prevent tis?? coz if tis carries on, both of us will be like stranger... like mii and angela... so is it possible for mii n agnes or perhaps even angela to be back like last time?? those good old times which we talk abt everything?? i do hope so... i need to think of some ways to help myself now... i had started to depend too much on other ppl recently... i need to depend on myself now!! or else i'm reali a failure isn't it?? i'm so troubled...

haiish... how?? agnes i reali miss u alot lehz... dunno y lehz... i oso dunno if i like u anot... den now we 2 like stranger like dat... i scare we 2 like mii n ur sis like dat lehz... can we prevent it?? can we go back to those times??