^{Saturday, March 26, 2005}

ok.. todae reali very troubled ya... afternoon dat time sheryl sms mii saying dat she had left something on her blog for mii... ya.. and i go check on her blog out of curious... oh great.. wad i saw over there is just something dat i just dun understand..

wad is happening to us i wonder.. ya..

sheryl.. i did neglact u ALOT ever since i started working..

i did realised it.. reali.. i'm sorry abt dat sheryl..

i didn't try to call u when u sad...

and i become less n less sensitive to u dae by dae..

but i noe dat sooner or later we gonna face tis truth.. i noe..

u did heard alot rumors abt mii saying things behind ur back..

well.. but i need to clear things up wif u sooner or later ya..

i dun wan tis misunderstanding to continue..

i dunno wad will happen if tis misunderstanding carries on..

i'm afraid dat we might nt be friend in e future ya noe...

i dun care abt those stupid rumors or wadever.. reali..

all i wan is to clear things up n see the cheerful sheryl who always smile n joke wif mii lyk last time..

the sheryl who always called mii up when she sad, been accused or wadever dat happened to her..

i reali miss e times dat we r so happily chatting on e fone without any worries...

i miss e sheryl who is always so cute.. who had dat innocent smile on her face..

i reali miss u alot.. but..

i afraid i can't see dat innocent smile on ur face anymore..

i'm sorry for those hurt dat i've done on u..

i noe dat once our friendship start to break down..

its just e same as puzzle piece.. once broken.. its very hard to fixed back..

but wad i believe is dat.. if both of us tries to fixed back dat puzzle.. it will be a complete piece of puzzle again very soon..

u told mii once b4 isn't it? "ru guo yi ge pin tu lie kai lai le.. ni jiu xu yao yong heng jiu de shi jian lai pin hui qui.. ke shi, ni gan bao zheng na ge pin tu shi yi yang de ma? bu.. ying wei dang yi ge pin tu lie kai de hua.. jiu zai ye pin bu hui qui le.."

ke shi sheryl.. wo xiang xin wo men de pin tu hai shi yi yang de.. ying wei wo men de pin tu gen ben jiu mei you lie kai... zhi shi shao le yi ge xiao xiao ge yi pian pin tu ba le... wo xiang xin ru guo wo men ru li qui xun zhao ta de hua.. wo men yi ding hui zhao hui lai de..

i reali miss u sheryl... once u were e one who i can talk to abt my problem..

i even cry when chatting wif u on e fone.. but do u noe?

i didn't cry when talking to people before.. onli becoz of u, i cried in front of isaac.. i cried on e fone with u...

but now.. i don't want to cry anymore.. becoz i believe dat our friendship isn't broken yet..

sheryl pls.. trust mii just tis once ok..? i beg u..