^{Sunday, May 01, 2005}

just like what Wan Zhen had said.. life really is a cycle.. it really is.. i believe that things always keep on repeating and repeating by itself. Its just that we didn't want to think of it, neither do we want those unhappy things to repeat again. But can we stop it?? we can't.. its part of a life process.. i'm wanted to see whats up with those people who always wear a mask while they are with me. I mean why can't they show me their true color?? They can tell me whats wrong with me! Theres no use hiding isn't it?? I gotta know it sooner or later.. its just a matter of time!! I feel so lost, lost in a world full of stranger in which i couldn't even find a place for me to rest peacefully without anything to worry about. When have i started to be so paranoid?? I wonder.. I need someone who is out there willing to listen to me, i really need a listening ear.. I'm sick of this world..