^{Friday, November 11, 2005}

YES!! I've finally watched finish MVP QING REN which zhe wei had borrowed me one month ago!! Wheeee~ so touching!! Yeah, i've slack for the whole day again! But i'm not a slacker =)


After my class advisor called me today, i suddenly thought of the promise which i've made. Oh damn, i keep on saying "yeah yeah, don't worry." But now? Oh man. Crap. Why god made my heart as to treat promises as much as my life? Crappy isn't it? "Promise are meant to be broken", is this true? I highly doubt so when my mind is in innocent stages. After i started to step out into reality, i realised that promise is really something meant to be broken. When husband and wife get married, don't they made a promise saying they'll take care of eachother till they drop off dead? But WHY? Why now so many people getting divorced? Promise meant to broken? Crap.


Okay, i not going to continue bitching anymore. Why? Cause i don't want many people to know my life, my struggles. Why? Because when i truely sad, depressed, who can i think of? NONE! Sad isn't it? People might think they know me well because they have known me for years. But so damn sad to say, none understands me. Not even a single bit. They don't even know what i dislike even though they know me for like.. 4years? 5years? Funny eh? Yup! VERY FUNNY! Last thing, the things that i've wrote in this post is NOT referring to certain people. So don't get offended. Because blog is meant for us to write out what we think.