^{Friday, December 02, 2005}

Went back to parklane today. Realised that i really have alot alot of nice memories there. Having fun while working, joking, talking to manager, etc etc. Everything. And working in that little space is really a fun and enjoyable experience. Why do i quit in the first place? Damn! Impulsive decisions. Derrick and Elene wanna get me back to work again. I don't know. Confused. What if the same thing happened again? Can't go for cell and church, resulting in getting further and further from god. Quit cell for a period of time again? No way! I need advice. I need help.


Sebastian told me that sally want me to help out for the SKSS orientation camp. Don't know again. Work or not work? I wonder.. Just a simple "YES" or "NO" will affect alot of things in my life. And yeah, our cell isn't doing anything recently. Just playing some board games. -.-"


And joe (my ex-mac assistant manager), if you happened to read my blog.. I'm sorry for my impulsive decision. Yeah, got alot of things i wanna tell you about, you are the best assistant manager. Please, get well soon. May god bless you and heal you. I wanna see your face at parklane when i visit there or work there again. I miss you, seriously =)