^{Saturday, May 21, 2005}

i'm so sick of myself, i hate been the nerdie mii who is always so "guai" ya noe.. i'm sick of everything!! perhaps i have to go back to the old mii.. the freaking mii who everybody hates.. life isn't the same for mii anymore, everybody, everything is changing.. i can't even feel any warm anymore, neither from my family, nor from my friends.. i feel so cold, so lonely n theres nobody out there who will ever notice mii.. i doubt dat they will care for mii even if they ever notice mii.. i'm just a freak.. my mind is bursting.. full of problems.. couldn't seems to beable to solve those stupid problems which keep coming out non-stop, i once prayed to god.. but did he hear mii?? i wonder.. Perhaps.. its god's will for mii to be back to e freaking damn old mii.. do i have a choice to prevent myself to be e old mii?? i'm so damn confused.