^{Sunday, November 13, 2005}

My Chemical Romance - I'm Not Okay (I Promise)



Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say.
I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better off this way.
For all the dirty looks, the photographs your boyfriend took,
Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor?


I'm not okay (x3)
You wear me out


What till it take to show you that it's not the life it seems?
(I'm not okay)
I told you time and time again you sing the words but don't know what it means
(I'm not okay)
To be a joke and look, another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook for the last time and take a good hard look!


I'm not okay (x3)
You wear me out


Forget about the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took
You said you read me like a book, but the pages all are torn and frayed


I'm okay
I'm okay!
I'm okay now
(I'm okay now)


But you really need to listen to me
Because i'm telling you the truth
I mean this, I'm okay!
(Trust me)


I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Well, i'm not okay
I'm not o-fucking-kay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
(Okay)


This is the song which i love most. And i think that it describe best what i'm feeling now. Well, i'm not okay and i'm not o-fucking-kay. To that certain people. I tell you what. I just treating you as normal friends all along okay? Thats how i treat people. Not because i want get attention or whatever. Hope you get it right. No more misunderstanding.


No people has ever truely understand me. Not even a little bit. Do i have anymore choice? Sad to say. No!